Marjories Blog.

Routine.

2011-07-01T18:15:00.002+08:00

My POLY life has been.. O.K. It wasn't that good but I can't say it sucks.

Dream course, dream school. How sucky can it get?

Can I do this in thirty minutes instead?

2011-06-01T19:40:00.002+08:00

30 day challenge
1. A picture of yourself with 10 facts
2. A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
3. A picture of the cast from your favorite show
4. A picture of your favorite night
5. A picture of your favorite memory
6. A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day
7. A picture of your most treasured item
8. A picture that makes you laugh
9. A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
10. A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things with
11. A picture of something you hate
12. A picture of something you love
13. A picture of your favorite band or artist
14. A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
15. A picture of something you want to do before you die
16. A picture of someone who inspires you
17. A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
18. A picture of your biggest insecurity
19. A picture and a letter
20. A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel
21. A picture of something you wish you could forget
22. A picture of something you wish you were better at
23. A picture of your favorite book
24. A picture of something you wish you could change
25. A picture of your favorite day
26. A picture of something that means a lot to you
27. A picture of yourself and a family member
28. A picture of something you’re afraid of
29. A picture that can always make you smile
30. A picture of someone you miss

I'm moving on to better things than you once had and will ever have.

2011-04-15T00:00:00.003+08:00

I wonder how best friends who used to have HTH talk everyday can just suddenly become strangers. I wonder how they managed to stop texting each other. How they stopped thinking about each other altogether. How each others' problems ceased to exist to each other. How they can forget about every memory they've shared. How they can walk past each other and pretend to be strangers. How they can move on.

I wonder about that everyday.

Didn't you?

It's just so hard to even have a decent conversation with you anymore. Thanks, I finally get it. I'm not important anymore. Or should I say, I have never been important to you. I'm just a little girl in your eyes, never worthy of being a friend. HA.

A summary of thoughts.

2011-04-09T00:52:00.004+08:00

Hello to you people again, whoever there is. *Shrug*

I'm really nervous and freaked out about orientation next week but hey, it could be worse right? At least it's only a day.

Got my time table yesterday, and I'm really glad it didn't really clash a lot with Alex's. With Benjamin, not so much luck. Ok, make that no luck at all. So much for SP bestfriends :[

The pros of getting into SP: FOOOOD!!!

Food makes me happy. Pizzahut + McDonalds + KFC + Subway just makes me so crazy even by thinking about it! Not to mention cs5 master collection. Hehe.

But then again, SP can never be compared to NP. I know people will think that I'm stupid when I say I have the 'feel' for NP. I mean, what? That's stupid, really? It's like thinking that someone is stupid for having feelings for another person. Why can't school be compared to people, right?

Urgh, you people will never understand the emptiness I feel when I set foot in SP. Just hoping it will be okay soon. And the fucking emptiness and longing I feel when my stupid bus pass by NP every morning/evening. FUCK!!!!!!!!

WHAT LAH??? HOW I KNOW WHY I LIKE NP THAT MUCH? IT'S NOT BECAUSE MY BOYFRIEND IS IN THAT FUCKING SCHOOL OK :(

I can't find Alex/Charmaine/Eileen during those long hours of breaks,too. Why oh why do I have so much break?!?!? Maybe I will go camp in the library or go stuff myself crazy at kfc/mac/pizzahut/subway.

Okay, back to the orientation topic. I hope and hope and hope that there will be nice people in my class and there won't be any awkward smart geekzxs. I really can't think beyond the 13th April(my orientation date), it feels like my life has been leading to and will end on that day. Choi!!!!

Omg la, I'm going to die tormented just by thinking about it.

On the bright side: I'm NOT in TP's engineering school anymore so... don't have to *cough*see some ugly face*cough*....... :0

FOOD!!!!!!

p/s I'm gonna go stare at my school or keep thinking about my school and somehow have feel for my school. Good night!

Trae.

2011-04-06T01:52:00.001+08:00

I have parted with Rex, another farewell. Say hello to Trae now. I will blog soon now that I’ve got Trae. Adobe CS5! \m/ Thank you SP, but I’m still kinda hungover with NP… :[

I'm sorry it's been what, months?

2011-01-27T17:10:00.002+08:00

Hello to you(Whoever who still reads my blog)

I got my O level results and posting. Appealing now. I shall not give up and give in till the very end! But even if the appeal fails (CHOI TO THE MAX), I will be satisfied as the course is still the same and I will still earn a lot of money in the future LOL!!!!

$$$$$_$$$$$

Okay I finally made my 2011 New year resolutions!!!

1. Take better photos with LESS NOISE

2. Learn to manage my finance

3. Score good grades!

4. Join SYFC hehehe

There.

And sorry I've not been updating a lot. I haven't really touched Rex in a while now. I'm quite busy with work and shopping. Sorry! Text me if you miss me okay.

B Y E

Hi, I'm In Mars.

2010-12-12T19:53:00.003+08:00

Everybody is forgetting about Marjorie Ng

My life is so pictureless.

2010-12-07T13:46:00.002+08:00

A quick post before I heed out for lunch with happy people! Hahaha. So work wasn't as great and pleasant as I imagined. :(

Last year, all of my colleague called me by my name. This year, all of them called me 'ah girl', 'girl girl', 'xiao mei', it's so irritating. I want a change of job!

Last thursday was our anniversary!!!! Baby bought tickets to Rapunzel and I rushed down to amk hub after work. Well.. We were slightly late but hey, we only missed probably one ad. Bbbbb bought 2 packet of chips and 2M&M's for us!! Hehe, happy gurlzxs. And he picked me up from work (when he swore he'd never set foot there again,ever) on Fri. ˆ_ˆ

Saturday and Sunday sucked because I hate afternoon shifts............

Ok I'm going, BYE! (L)

2010-11-29T18:10:00.002+08:00

I'm not Dead.

2010-11-27T19:28:00.003+08:00

Hey you. I'll blog soon okay. ^_^ I'm just so bored and extremely bored. Okay actually I did type everything I wanna blog out and it's in draft now but I'm really lazy to upload the photos:(

So please entertain yourself with this song I made myself! Oh don't be mistaken, I guess it isn't to you, the person reading this. You know I love you xoxoxo!

SING-A-LONG(to the tone of the chorus of 'Back at one')
1, I don't really like you.

2, I hate to talk to you.

3, hello it's plain to see that you are really detestable.

4, please read the one to three.

5, so stop talking to me.

I hope I make myself really clear, otherwise I'd start back at one. :)

2010-11-15T00:18:00.001+08:00

I have been complaining (to myself of cuz) that NOBODY EVER UPDATE THEIR BLOGS FREQUENTLY, I kinda forgot I was doing the same too.

So... YES O levels are officially over. But now, my stomach churns every time I think of mid January next year.

In the mean time, I don't know what to do. I hate it that Alex still has school;( Don't know why but my sub-conscious mind keeps thinking that his time tables are flexible and can be altered to suit me.

Went out shopping on Saturday&Sunday. Sat made me really happy. I haven't been spending a lot of time with B ever since I've been studying.

But sun sucked. Rain spoilt my mood and I hated all the fucking smoke smell-.- srry I kept sulking. But a drenched girl+aching legs+with no dslr but with a bunch of guys with dslrs+FUCKING SMOKE SMELL+all the shoving will turn any happy girl NOT HAPPY.

Prom is in...4days wow.

Houseflies are evil little creepers.

2010-11-08T13:40:00.005+08:00

Well. One day, I'd love to take a close up shot of an (cute) insect. So when I saw this fly on the window pane in my kitchen, I er... Took shots of it. And editing the picts make me wanna gag a little....... It was so gross. Okay maybe it wasn't that bad. But I just found it so revolting. Whatever. Gonna post anyway!

And... I hope the little beetle'll come back someday. I will catch it and take pictures of it! It has gotta be cuter than that Mr.Hairy-housefly.

Trying to make it look more appeal but indeed..#Fail

I will NEVER look at another fly the same way again..

Dreamy.

2010-10-25T22:55:00.001+08:00

I've been waiting so long for the big os to come. But now everything feels so unreal. I'm scared tht all this is a mere dream and I'll wake up one day only to realise that o levels is coming.

Striveharderanyway!

The LAST day of secondary school life.(Hopefully)

2010-10-19T13:46:00.003+08:00

Will never forget how good having friends can be. And I've made some new friends this year!!! I'm gonna miss having Doreen as a table-mate. I'm gonna miss recess (NASI PADANG!!!) with Charmaine and Eileen. Can't wait for next year though. I hear it's gonna be awesome.

Keep looking forward. (Y)

2010-10-12T15:07:00.001+08:00

Studying x (too much to count)

I hope this pays off. Always, ALWAYS fight for what you want cuz nobody's gonna do it for you.

The big OLE

2010-10-06T21:31:00.002+08:00

I know I said that that would be the last post. But I.Cant.Resist.

Okay anyway, it is my good brother's birthday today! Happy 20th, old ahpek:)

And there is 14 more days to O levels! Hyperventilating..NOT. But I am moodier, snappier and irritable than before. I flare up a lot more often. I can't stand the slightest things that I can't stand and I get pissed off easily. I know that O is not an excuse to become a snappy bitch but hey, I can't help it. Baby got the biggest blast and I am sorry:(

But he did not scold me or what. He even tried to cheer me up and I must say that it was quite effective. I hope it won't be short-termed happiness though.

I got my sights set on my goals and I'm starting to aim :)

I still can't grasp the fact that O levels is so near...YET SO FRIGGING FAR. The faster the better.

p/s I hate how people tend to think that I want to go to np's aerospace cuz Alex is there. If you are one of them, FUCK YOURSELF.

Although it is a ++++++ that I am in the same school with him and we can go to school (almost) everyday :P

So people who think that I want to go there because of him, quit being jealous and get a life, or a boyfriend or a girlfriend or whatever you want to get. GEEZ.

I love armors and fighting.

2010-10-02T23:27:00.005+08:00

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe when you're with them? You meet, and neither one of you even know what hit you. Got that warm fuzzy feeling.

We're ten months old!!!

Well anyway, barely a month till the big O level. I can't say I'm fully prepared, but I'm glad and proud to say that at least I AM PREPARED and I WILL BE FULLY PREPARED when I sit for the papers.

'What must come will come, and we have to face it when it does.'-JK ROWLING.

So I was thinking, if we have to face it anyway, why not face it prepared?

I'M SEARCHING FOR HORCUXES WITH HARRY POTTER+STUDYING EVERYDAY HEHEH IT MAKES ME HAPPY!!!! I think after Voldy dies I'll just enter the triwizard tournament with Harry again and venture out with him till Voldy dies AGAIN, or till I work. Whichever comes first anyway.

I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy. Cause baby, you smile, I smile : )

I guess this is the last post till the 12th of November.

I SMILE, YOU SMILE TOO! BYE (L)(L)

I'll be there.

2010-09-17T19:07:00.006+08:00

In 'crazy over taeyang' mode now. Geeky mode: Off(For now)

Taeyang's eng vers sucked omg I can't believe I said that:(

Prelims went pretty well btw!;-)

And I'm still so excited for next year. Sometimes I can't sleep and when I try to close my eyes and drift away, I think of Ngee Ann poly and going to school with my baby boy and THAT MADE ME EVEN MORE EXCITED. So how to sleep, you tell me.

Ahhhh. Two more months. CAN'T IT PASS NOW??? I'm kinda going craziiiieeeyyy.

&WTF WHY DO I KEEP GETTING SPAMMED??? FUCK U ALL I DON'T WANNA VISIT YOUR STUPID SITES

I'm a Slytherin.

2010-09-09T21:40:00.003+08:00

H8 people who treat love like a game. Teenage dream is now officially stuck in my head THX BB and peeeza tmrw! Too bad, I know you didn't get invited. :P

p/s I DIG HARRY POTTER. Hehehhee deathly hallows1 will be out after O's. Screw twilight.

Gee sorry I just had to add that.

Tumblr-ing

2010-09-04T20:31:00.003+08:00

THIS IS SO FUNNEH

I heart harry potter.

2010-08-31T20:13:00.007+08:00

Wooooo!!!

LOL WILL U JUST LOOK AT HIS FACE?

'oh-ya-bei-ya-som!'

I FINALLY FOUND A S.N.

But episodes 17 and 18 are gone.

And I'm thinking of christmas.

Can't two months pass any quicker?

AND I LOVE POSTING RANDOM PHOTOS NOW.

Everybody will feel scared sometimes

2010-08-25T19:50:00.002+08:00

I'M SO BUSY. PRELIMS + O'S ARE COMING. MAYBE I SOUND LIKE A PERVERT BUT, I'M LOVIN' IT. HEHEHHE.

NEED.TO.BUCK.UP. IT'S FUCKING WORTH IT, MARJORIE!

BTW IT'S BOB WEIZHUANG'S BIRTHDAY TODAY. HAPPY 17TH!

Too pissed to continue photoshoping.

2010-08-19T22:07:00.002+08:00

Don't tell me goodbye, ever.

2010-08-14T14:15:00.003+08:00

My special someone *Grins widely*

F16 on 9th Aug was fucking awesome. I was literally blown away :'-)

Last night's phone call with baby was amazing. We talked about how we just met and everything else that happened along the way. Hehe he is shy boizxs.

I still remembered the first time I ever noticed him. It was during the boxing competition, cuz he was treating me so weirdly!!! So I kept asking Bob the Weizhuang 'Eh, Alex don't like me ah???'

It's funny how things started out anyway. I didn't really like him during secondary3, then I fell for him during the end of 2008.

And whenever we go out, WE WOULD NEVER EVER TALK TO EACH OTHER. Just a few words from him would make my day. Even though we started texting quite often during the mid year of 2009, we never really spoke a word to each other.

Then he came to find me when I was working last year. Awwww so sweet:) And we started going out and it was kinda like the dating period teeeeheee.

Anyway, results on 17th, Yog on 19th, dpa on 20th.

Just don't give up, I'm working it out. Please don't give in, I won't let you down.

This is hilarious... Not.

2010-08-06T21:34:00.007+08:00

Ok LOLZ I shall not laugh at other people.

Anyways there was a ndp celebration today and.... It was ok-ok lah. Took Marcus to school and snapped 150++ photos! We had THAT much fun with marcus than with the parade and concert, yup. We took self timer, ten shots, until we ran out of pose.

And TGIF. \m/ I have been waiting for today for so long. Had the live run on Thursday. I completed it wooo! Napfa can FOFFA now.

We've returned to the fourth floor, boo to that. But if I can survive that for eight months, another two months wouldn't kill.

Fuck. Two months. I don't know whether to cry or laugh. :'-) <-compromising emotion

Gah I don't care anymore:( I'm gonna go listen to ex-ndp songs and be patriotic!!!!!!

G.R.C!

Hehehe gooodfriends:)

HELLO YOU NO1 HANDSOMES AND PRETTYS!!

(L) We is patriotic tyyvm!

Charrrrr Lee. (L)

WenWen HAHAHAH (L)

Most of the girls of 5A2

Self timer FTW

They like me so they point at me. :'')

Trying to block E out. SEE HER HAND!

怎麼隱藏我的悲傷. 心裡的眼淚模糊了視線.

I WANNA CLIMB A TREE.

2010-08-04T10:15:00.002+08:00

I DUN CARE I WANT A PHOTO BLOG TOO:<

AND IM NP'S BIGGEST FAN LOL. IM USING NP FILE,NP BOTTLE AND NP THUMBDRIVE. AHH WHTVR. BELL FOR RECESS PLS RING SOON. PLEASEEEEEEE. I WANT TO GO BACK TO CLASS. I 4GOT TO BRING B AND I DON'T WANNA GO FOR THE STUPID RUN L8R. I LOVE I.C AND MY BRAIN IS HIBERNATING AND I MIGHT JUST HIBERNATE TOO! AND IM SO BORED AND YEA I AM BORED BORED BORED. THIRTEEN MORE MINS! AND TIME CLDN'T GO FASTER. GAH..

But I can't see the sun light.

2010-08-02T17:42:00.005+08:00

Today's OUR eighth:)

And I'm so tired. My bag is getting heavier e-v-e-r-y-d-a-y it's no wonder I can't grow taller. This week is so packed I can't find time to stay back for dnt other than today. Dear Billy, please go spray paint yourself and be done. Yea I named my artifact Billy. Whatever me, I KNOW.

I wanna just sleeeeep all the day but my body won't and refuses to do so. This is the time when the body has a mind of its own. It's pure torture. You start to find yourself doing something boring-study- for the whole day and you can't even break free.

Bah.

I want durians and chicken pie and subway double choc cookies.

I NEED THE ENERGY FOR THE FINAL SPRINT.

This is what people whom I treat dear do to me tyvm

2010-07-31T16:01:00.005+08:00

I hate getting left out. But it's like, everybody is determine to leave me out All.The.Time.

Read: ALL THE TIME.

I hate being so dependent sometimes.

2010-07-30T19:06:00.002+08:00

I.HATE.REX

On a happier note, Charmaine Lee made Ribena for me today! :) Doreen bought hello panda for me on Mon, and Eileen bought pocky for me on Thurs. And I'm sitting with Doreen now but will look so isolated if she isn't present.

So anyway, I hate all this stupid troubles. I just wanna finish my gg and lie around and laugh at everybody else. Anything but all these hard work.

Ok come, email me or just give me a call................

Bah.

How we used to be.

2010-07-25T23:05:00.001+08:00

This.Sucks.:((((

I-AM-HAPPIE-GURLZ

2010-07-19T22:29:00.002+08:00

Helloooooooo. I am really happy today!!!!!!!!!!!! :-) But after my best friend called flu left, my other best friend, cough, came to visit. Anyways let's not let his visit dampen spirits! I am happy happy happy girl.

'Know yourself. But know your enemies better.'(L)

ps I luv BB

p/p/s I HAVE CHI LC TMRW WISH ME LUCK :)

I don't wanna ever miss a single thing you do.

2010-07-15T12:21:00.003+08:00

OMG So I had my chinese oral yesterday and it was soooooo scary. For me anyway! Mandi and I kept trying to keep our cool by trying to entertain ourselves. As our examiners were a woman and a man,

Man: Eh hello. : ) What do you do during your weekends?

Woman: I play tennis

Man: Oh really! I play tennis too. Wanna play tgt?

Woman: *Blush*

So both of us just kept laughing like crazy. My turn came pretty soon. I had five minutes to read the passage but I didn't managed to finish reading. Ok fine, my chinese suck. YES AFTER THIS I DO NOT HAVE TO SPEAK IN CHI EVER AGAIN WOOOO.

I think I fucked up the conversation part but hey, it's over. It's over. IT'S OVER!:) After the listening compre on the 20th, I don't have to care about chinese no more!

atesatesates!

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You're with me in my dreams.

2010-07-13T20:22:00.001+08:00

Here are some old photos from the june hols. (-:

And there's only that one person that can warm your heart and make you go all fuzzy inside.

This is how we do it.

2010-07-10T21:33:00.002+08:00

DPA Tour!

2010-07-09T23:07:00.000+08:00

Char, Eileen, Zixiang and I went to np after school today for this dpa tour. We were late as Char kept trying to play with my scooter and refusing to change. Hahaha. But in the end when we reached the place, there was still a long queue at the registration booth thing.

Bb went with me. Then he got bored and called Ryan to join him. And the tour was sooooooo boring. BUT I LOVE NP YEY

Char and her smelly phone.

Eileen act tall and blocked ZX haha

You have saved our lives. We are eternally grateful!

2010-07-08T20:56:00.004+08:00

Hehe I just uploaded photos and it took so long cuz me=noob. Omg I can't believe I just said that. Okay so anyway I'm a busy girl and yea, I dint blog that 'soon' but I WILL and my blog is not dead :( I'm going to be busy tomorrow too sooo too bad, I'll update during the weekends. I sound like I'm talking to myself but whtvr!!! And my icons are so cute, YOU DON'T HAVE muahahha.

p/s I know I am not making sense but in case you hate me for not updating(Cuz u love me that much), I shall post up this cute lgm wallpaper for I don't know why:)

Family day for us!!!

2010-06-26T23:04:00.001+08:00

Today we went to pasir ris park for picnic!!!!! It was like a late father days' celebration. But the picnic dint last long as sis kept complaining about the ants, so we went to cycle after putting everything back in the car.

Went to IMM after that and it was a great day :)

Dad

Mum

BOO

2010-06-15T18:11:00.000+08:00

TWO.MORE.DAYS!!!!!!!!!! I'll blog again soon.

DON'T MISS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
:D

p/s Alex has been refusing to make me my milo since... FOUR?!?!? :(

The big day- not for me thou.

2010-06-04T20:17:00.007+08:00

Went to my cousin's wedding tonight and I had fun taking all the photos with another cousin of mine. Those stupid professional photographers my cuz hired for her wedding were soooo mean. But whatever, I still let Marcus had his fun:) Food sucked cause I was @the vegetarian table. Yes, my parent's are vegetarians. Anyway we left before I finished the dessert :(

Granny, mummy, aunt and I.

Omg he is so cute!!

He likes photography too btw!!!!

Lighting sucks : (

Dad loved this photo

Me and Zhixian

The MCs

The bride and the groom

Shy MCs

Mum and sis

My artistic shot of my coke

Us cuzzies!!

(L)

My brother is stinky.

2010-05-28T19:36:00.003+08:00

The late post.

2010-05-26T16:00:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates:-( My comp is being a bitch and I can't edit one mere photo without getting pissed off. Even typing is a problem.... Wthhh!!! Alright so I shall try to blog without photos because I can take this lag while typing, but not while editing photos.

I don't know. Hmm, so anyway went out with B on the 8th of May to Ikea to get my mother a present for mothers' day. After that we went to mall to edit photos because we bought a photo frame for her. Hehe. Bb bought the frame btwwwww.

And on 21st may(MY BDAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!) Char and Eileen gave me a scrump bolster and Zixiang bought me a cake. After school, B fetched me home and we went to amk hubbbb to have pepper lunch before watching shrek forever after. Then we went to CP and he bought me the little mermaid cake from swens.

Went to the navy open house on 22nd May and it sucked. RSAF FTW \m/

I'll post up them photos if I managed to bully Alex to do it for me:P Or if I can steal his lappie someday. Anyway, ONE MORE DAY TO HOLS. And I'm so stoked for attachment!

p/s BYE IM GNG TO MALL TO MEET A!!!

p/p/s All I need is true friends:)

p/p/p/s FRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A post for Katrina.

2010-05-14T09:19:00.003+08:00

This post is for my best friend @work!!!! Hahah. I remembered she was really quiet while working. And I brought her to work on the second day of work. We were also lunch buddies and usher buddies. We kept staring daggers at *cough* y'know-who because he kept refusing to help us. This girl also fell madly in love with Tim during work, and not to mention NMH! Lol :-)

I miss Christmas already!

p/s Are you going back after O's???

(edit) YEA IM GNG BACK AFTER O'S :-) See you till then!

Extravaganzaaaaaa.

2010-05-09T17:09:00.000+08:00

Alright, I'm here to blog because I know Eileen stalks me secretly:)

Went to Aaron Kwok's concert on the 7th. Urgh that concert was seriously irritating. He kept giving us false hopes that the concert was ending but after that he will appear and continue dancing and singing. -_-

I think dad and mum couldn't take it too, thus we left around twelve plus. When we walked out, the music started blasting again and my dad was like 'Walao, he is still singing ah?' Hahahaha!!

Well, I had my last trial examinations paper last friday too. DNT. Sucks to be me, my teacher did not even tell us the topics to be tested on. THANKS AH!!!!!!!!

Anyway the results are outtttt, except DNT. I got the highest in my class for EL but I'm still not satisfied. I'm not trying to be conceited or what. And I certainly don't care about your opinions. Results aren't really good. I passed everything (EVEN CL LIKE OMG CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!!) except science. Gee I wonder how I did for DNT.

Oh and I've gotten back my phone named 'HE' too. Yay!!!!!!

Mummy: )

Daddy finally said he looked good and stopped insulting my camera. Lol.

Stageeee and everybody else.

Look whose skill suck!

The eyes can kill!!:P

Sis trying to take photo with the 'cutie' old man in front

He shifted, so now it's my turn :D

If you smoke I smoke too. That's how much I'm in love with you.

2010-05-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

Had our 5th last Sunday! Teeeee-heeee.

And, no!!! I don't mean that. I don't smoke, not now, not ever.

IM.SOOOO.TIRED. Trial examinations are finally over!!!! Well, not really but... There's only one paper left and let's face it, who really cares? It feels so good not to study for the whole day for a change!! I like it when I'm being geeky tho;-)

There is seventeen more days. (To my birthday) I love how exams ALWAYS end before my birthday. One week after my birthday= Holidays! O.m.g, I'm waiting for it desperately. Did I mention how desperate I am for the holiday to come? Ok, I think I did....

Suddenly I miss VV so much. I miss Natty too(HAHA WHAT NONSENSE!?!!) I miss Alexander the most! H8 NP!:-(

And I don't know if I should continue cutting my fringe SHORT or just leave it to be... Medium?? OK CIAO I'm gna miss my show alr. Be thankful that I blogged. XO

I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.

2010-04-25T02:22:00.001+08:00

There’s always going to be bad stuff out there. But here’s the amazing thing - light trumps darkness, every time. You stick a candle into the dark, but you can’t stick the dark into the light.

Inside the heart of each and every one of us there is a longing to be understood by someone who really cares. When a person is understood, he or she can put up with almost anything in the world.

I don’t have a fear of commitment, I have a fear of abandonment. We all screw things up, I screw things up. Especially with the people I love. I get needy, I get moody, I get distant, I want to be too close. I get confused, I don’t understand all of it. But I keep pushing because I hope that in this thing, the universe, there’s no way I’m the only person out there who wants something this bad. If I want it, someone else out there must too.

"What can go wrong will go wrong."

2010-04-22T17:05:00.003+08:00

1)Go to school. 2) Go Home 3) Study 4) Sleep.

And the vicious cycle continues.

A complete secret.

2010-04-21T15:58:00.003+08:00

Tugging at my hair, pulling at my clothes. I'm trying to keep my cool, I know it shows. I'm searching for the words inside my head. Feeling nervous, trying to be so perfect.

Spent last sat with Alex, Weizhuang, Ryan, Eugene and Aliff. It was quite enjoyable. Marcus was feeling quite inferior due to Valencia, Hayden and the 3 others. :( Oh well. Pizza @Ryan's at night.

p/s Times like this make me want nat even more.

Baby has started schooooool! (-: &School is, if possible, even more boring for me. Suddenly, I'm not looking forward to poly next year. Have..To...Find..Something....To...Look..Forward..To....! Otherwise, I won't give it my best shot for Os.

They say if we aren't prepared to struggle this year, we shouldn't even come back at all. Guess what. I'm not prepared. But I'm back. So... I'll just get myself prepared! Hi Os(-:

Trial examinations(Y)

Cold Nostalgia Chills Me To The Bone and I Feel As Lonely As Ever.

A full stop.

2010-04-14T09:49:00.008+08:00

So tired of everything, seriously. I don't know why you're so mad for. All I know is that everybody is here for show. Like, they're just there to keep you company. Nobody really opens up their heart anymore. Nobody talks about anything other than superficial things. Or is it just My Life? The people around me?

Wow thanks so much.

Where is all the heart-to-heart chats? Where has the trust gone to? I just can't seem to find anybody in school to really talk to. I can't pour out, as much as I wish to. It might just be me, but it seems as though everybody has everbody else and I'm here alone, looking awakwardly out of place.

Although it seemed nice when E said she felt lonely when I wasn't in school. But I'm sure most of the people would want to feel like they belong, they fit in.

In life, the only person to trust is yourself. But I'm glad I don't have to cope with this world alone. (L)

Yay, photoshoot this sat to look forward to.

How it used to be.

2010-04-13T14:10:00.002+08:00

To sum everything up, I'm Sick Of Everything.

Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away?

2010-04-02T20:31:00.001+08:00

TGIGF! :)

Spent the whole day with Alexanderrrrr. Ps It's our fourth month! Had bk for breakfast, then we bussed to LPR which is so idiotic because it turns out that I wanted to go to UPR!

Hahaha. So I kept urging baby to walk there and he kept telling me it's gonna be a dead end, but I was like 'Trust me ok!!!' And after I don't know how long of walking, we got to UPR;) Thanks for going along with what I wanted to do(L)

Walking in was the scary part. There. was. freaking. monkeys. :( I love how Alex said 'Don't worry. I'm with you okay.:)' Anyway, WE JUST GOT THERE!!! Wheeee. Oh and I REALLY HATE MONKEYS BCUZ ONE WENT TO STEAL OUR LAYS:( Omg so upsetting.

During the time there, I was dreading the walk out. So we started walking for 5 mins when this car stopped and asked if we wanted a ride out. I know many of you will be thinking, 'No!!! Scarli that person is kidnapper or what' Hahaha but we took it anyway. She was a very kind lady okay. It's people like this that makes my day!

Bussed back to Amk, then bussed to HM for LJS:)

I wish I could spend everyday with you. I wish I could wake up and you would be there. I wish I could sit at home knowing that you will be here any minute soon, every evening. I hope you keep your word - that we can grow old together and have a family and get married because I have never wanted this so much before, not with anyone but you. I know you’re different and I know you’re the one.

I love how the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

Ooo vintagy;) Me likey

The place I was intending to go is directly opp us-.-

HDR failed.

I'm so glad I found you.

A: After this cfm got another bend one lor.

*walks*

Me: 'FUCK!!!! Ok, must take pic to rmbr this place. And we shall hate it!'

After 4k years, we finally reached:)

Lower peirce just opp.

BB on my lappie!

Heheh he's sleeping.

Squinting.

HAHHAHAHAHA CHASING MONKEY.

Nice day (Y)

Look @Alex's totally RED arm.

'I have this feeling that this is only the start.'

Wu Yun Mi Bu!

Happy 4th!

From B's cam

I know this is blur, and I'm aware that my face looks damn fat here, but I like this. Lol.

Just keep walking, just keep walking

SQUIRRELS!

Just keep walking walking walking~

How'd I do w/o you?

Yay,destination.

Pack of chips that was stolen.

There you go. Too lazy to edit the rest. Comp will LAG LIKE CRAZY. K bye.

Must have done something right.

2010-04-01T21:08:00.004+08:00

We should get jerseys, cause we make a great team
But yours would look better than mine, cause you're outta my league
And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life
Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust
It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on

And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know you're more to me than what I know how to say
You're ok with the way this is going to be
This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen

If anyone can make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I musta done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I musta done something right
I musta done something right

Maybe I'm just lucky cause it's hard to believe
Believe that somebody like you'd end up with someone like me
And I know that it's so cliche to talk about you this way
But I'll push all my inhibitions aside
It's so very obvious to everyone watching us
That we have got something real good going on
-

Tomorrow's Good Friday= NO SCHOOL.
Tomorrow=BK breakfast

I think I could get used to life like this. ;)

The remedy to a bad day-FOR ME

2010-03-31T21:29:00.003+08:00

I just finished Charmaine's blog! Check it out;) So before I edited it, we were discussing about it.

Char: I want to put my baby pics. I send you.

Me: PUT MY FACE ALSO

Char: ...... Anything.

and in the end she said I should put my photo for the credit. So I did. Haha. Well, at least there is MY photo at her blog, and it'll never be gone. Well, until she changes the skin of course.

And need I say, school was a bore?

I was literally struggling. Thus being desperate, I went to think 'I.Want.To.Be.Here.' during maths. And it didn't even help at all. 'This is stupid' and 'Maths is boring' started to float across my mind and pushed my feeble 'I.Want.To.Be.Here.' thought out. Dude, at least I tried.

So I asked if my darling boy could meet me. I know I was being so whiny, but I just can't take school. And seeing his face just lifted up my mood! And I threw a tantrum, going 'I DONT WANNA GO SCHOOL' like them little kids. Haha but it was my turn okay. I didn't do that when I was younger, so now it's my turn.

Oh stfu alr.

I'm sick of this life.

2010-03-28T21:45:00.009+08:00

Sometimes I feel like everybody's got a problem and nobody wants to solve them.

I tried not to think bout the pain I feel inside. All the days you spent with me, now it seems so far away. And it feels like you don't care, anymore.

I wonder why it always have to hurt for every lesson that you have to learn.

No one's there, no one cares. (Everybody's going crazy)

Today would've been great if I dint go back. Today wouldn't've been fucked. Anyway, saw this pair of heels @ $53.70! *hint hint* HAHAHA. Nah. I'll depend solely on myself. I shall save up, drag B back, ask him if it is nice(HE BETTER SAY YES), buy it, and be happy! Woooooo. Happy plan A.

No happy pops now. But there's happy biscults=TIM TAM hahahaha.

p/s Marcus rotted today. No... Most of the time anyway. Wonder what'll happen to natnatnatty when I get him.

p/p/s I miss:

I also miss his long fringe poking my eye.

This is more than just romance.

2010-03-27T02:40:00.001+08:00

I felt a need to change this skin, otherwise I might go bonkers. The previous one somehow seemed so emo!!!! Change is good.

I want to photoshop away my eye bags but that feels like cheating. Very puffy- too ugly! Whatever. I still love my skin now.

Blah. Gonna talk to Bb tomorrow. No, later. It just sounds so serious and stuff. Like when your dad comes to you and say 'Kid, we need to have a talk', you'll go 'Oh shit, what have I done this time.' The same goes when your teachers say that. You always brace yourself for the worse.

I know my fears are kinda unnecessary though.

Everything is feeling so wrong now. I wonder what will happen to me if something just comes crashing down. All I need is a little mistake to send me tumbling to rock bottom. But then again, that wouldn't be too bad. If you hit rock bottom, you know the only way is up. :-)

Less than a month to the trial examinations. Alright. I shall start to pull up my socks. Fuck everything that stands in my way.

The Korean Craze.

2010-03-24T23:37:00.005+08:00

Yup yup. I STILL don't know what is up with the Korean crazeee. Hahaha. But now I find myself addicted to OH and GEE and WEDDING DRESS! People, on the other hand, are addicted to them singers/actors instead. Sooyoung*cough*bob.

Not for me though. Ang mohs, anyone? Crace Crawford omgz *melts* Alexander Ludwig?!??! No?!?! Are koreans handsomer? Oh, and er, Justin Bieber is Gay. (edit) FINE I always tend to contradict myself. Taeyang IS hot. (/edit)

I love Physics.

Anyway went to amkhub with Alexander after school to catch the book of Eli. It was about Eli's book, see? I was right. Chips+ribena's the best, but he had to spill it over my bag. :(

p/s Loser..... You can rant all you want about me, but you'll never be me. My life is 500x better than your pathetic one and, that's the best part. ;)

Remember me.

2010-03-22T23:28:00.001+08:00

Baby fetched me to and fro school today!!! Yayyy. Went home, bathed and we headed down to CP. Wanted to make my new EZlink carddd but it can only be made @hm:( Bought bbt and trained down to mall to get my card done.

WOOO I HAS NEW CARD. I've been irritating Alex the whole time by going 'I HAS NEW EZ LINK CARD' lol.

So we trained down to PS hoping the stupid warranty'll cover the stupid crack but NO!!! I was still 'I HAS NEW EZLINKCARD'ing and this guy looked at me as though I was crazy in the station-_- Anyway we decided so catch a movie. He wanted to catch book of Eli or smth but I said 'It's a dumb show. It's about a book and it's Eli's' LOL. So we caught remember me!!!

The poster's soooo nice. He asked why I wanted to catch that so I replied, 'GOT ROBERT THINGY'

K, whatever. That movie is so dumb. I thought it might be romantic or what? But no again!!!! Stupid confusing irritating stupid ending movie. The robert had family problems and he fell in love with this daughter of the cop who apprehended him and yadayada. In the end the robert patty died and I don't know why lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh yea, as usual, he still looks as though he hasn't combed his hair in ten thousand years:P

After the movieee we went home and HERE I AM BLOGGING. I still haven't done my summary. :( Mrs Tey is gonna be so disappointed. Oh wait, no she won't be. She has given up on my class now. FML!

Photos in the grand cathayyyyy

Both photos a bit faillll I know, but baby boy doesn't like the flash. Here's proof:

Un- Certainty.

2010-03-20T23:49:00.005+08:00

What?

'Come Zacky, we're going over to B's!'

March holidays.

2010-03-18T23:46:00.004+08:00

I realised that I've been taking this week of holidays for granted over the past four years. But now I am finally thankful that the holidays are here, even though it's only a brief period of 1 week.

Spent the Mon, Wed and today with Baby!!! Haha. Was supposed to do homework but.. *insert shifty look*

Oh anyway WE HAD NUGGITTTIEES for lunch yesterday and dinner today!!!! Yesterday, they were bian bian(Flat). But today's were NICE! Wheeeee. Baby made a spread for dinner, lol, and he was sad cause he said I didn't believe that he could finish everything.

Haha I love my baby boy boy! He is such a cutie pie. By the way, I want to finish my pearl habour movie k! Danny is shooo handsome *Wink*

Tomorrow will be spent revising my work and finishing up undone homeworks. ;) Marjorie is a good girl!

p/s HAPPY ONE YEAR TO CHARMAINE KOH-LEE!

P/p/s Zac smells like some... Nvm. L8r B say I racist again.

Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lover.

2010-03-14T21:56:00.002+08:00

Went to the IT show todayyyy. It was maddd packed:( But I'm happy cuz I got my card reader hahaha. Saw natty too so I said HI! After that, dad drove home to fetch sis and we went to find popo &celebrated her birthday in advance because mummy has work tomorrow.

There's no need for crude signs!

Haha wonder wht's with the cycling indoor thing.

Evidence of bullying.

Me: Papa, this angle damn ugly leh.

Dad:Why?

Me:Can see your tummy.

Dad: Okok! *Sucks in tummy*

Momma!

Popo!

I hung my cam on my neck too and I was like, 'Nehhh!! I also got!!!'

Hehe popo looks so cute.

Nostalgic much........NOT

(L)the left photo!

Love to take photos of the raindroppppy.

OH HAI!

Artistic!

In your arms, I know I'm safe. Cuz I've never been held, and I've never been kissed in this way.

p/s 11more hrs

Actually, my school teaches something called Alien Language.

2010-03-13T01:00:00.000+08:00

Current status: 2/20 boxes ticked. (Actually, I have 7 boxes more than my classmates because I did not hand up my hws before. So now's the time to return them.)

I lie awake and miss you.

2010-03-12T23:18:00.000+08:00

WoOHEheohoOO. Today is the last day of SCHOOL for term1!!!!!!! :0 My group had to proceed to block 953 to collect newspaper, old clothes and can food for the charity! I HATE BOSSY PEOPLE WHO ARE ACTION WHEN THEY ARE NOT THE LEADER:@

Okay so anyway, that block is creeep-peeeee. Eileen and I went to this unit on the 7th floor and man did I get a shock. There was this stupid woman with long hair wearing white, and standing in front of the altar. Like WTF scared the shit outta me. I mean it was like during the day, hello. Stupid. Then her house has that kinda smell+music. WHO WON'T BE SCARED?? :(

On the... Sixth floor I think, there was this burnt smell. Charmaine got worried thus she called Mr Ng. In the end a group of us were gathered outside this unit HAHAHHA. They were cooking something, and this couple fell asleep. Couple, mind! Two people. How stupid can they get.....

p.s Did I mention that I hate bossy people?

After all the garang guni work, we went back to school to have recess. Then had this stupid reflection worksheet+report card. Wong is retarded. I scored 15/20, but he forgot to convert or something. Thus my marks for Ca1=15(f9) -_-

Went home, batheddddd, did my HWs (some) and fell asleep. In the end I was late to meet Alex:(((( And guess what!! I lost my EZ-link card. Super saddeddddd. Alex keeps insisting that it is still in my house somewhere, I don't know why he likes to be so optimistic. I swear I lost it. :( But the thought of meeting him quickly brightened me uppppp.

Sooo we went to watch Alice in wonderland in 3D today. I'm never gonna catch another 3d movie, EVER. H8 how fast and easily the glasses become blur. The movie was okay??? Not really interesting. Or rather, I was not interested?:P

Wanted to have swens after movie. But we weren't hungryyy, so settled for BK! Wheeeee..

HOLIDAYHOLIDAYHOLIDAY. Hai!

Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby,

2010-03-11T21:32:00.005+08:00

I is going dating and I is watching Alice in wonderland and I is having candle light dinner with baby boy tomorrowwww. Ok not so much on the candle lights but, are you are you!!!!!! :P

Anyway, I've(We actually) been assigned a shitload pile of homework for the hols. It wasn't like this last year! The stress is piling up, you have NO IDEA. Gah, 'sno fun being a sec5 student. But 3months have passed in a blink of an eye. Hopefully, the Os will pass with another blink of an eye?

I HEARTS ENGLISH LESSONS!!!! Because I like my Eng teacher's smiley face. I also love physics. Mr Tan is simply the best. Why wasn't he our teacher last year??????? Upset. Apple shame on you, you pisser!!! Maths still suck. She is still rushing like nobody's business. Whatever, I do not care. :) Chemistry is not bad but my mind tends to wander off to shenton way....... Oops.

p/s I hate my fringe! It's longggg, and it keeps tickling my face. But nonono cannot cut. Humph.

By the way!!! I finally read Marcus's manual after 3months LOL. Ok whatever. The following was not photoshopped.

I CAN HAS RED HAIR+EYES!

I CAN HAS BROWN HAIR AND EYES TOO!

BLUEEE Hahaha!!!

I want to be your favorite hello and your hardest goodbye.

2010-03-07T18:52:00.007+08:00

Went out with Cindy and Xiang Jing today!! I really did not know that Sinlee wasn't coming until I called her. Hmmm. *INSERT SUPER DUPER ANGRY FACE* Anyway we trained down to Orchard and walked around. Xiang Jing's sister came to join us shortly.

Then I went home @4.45P.M with Cindy. :)

Anyway was thinking bout this. Here are some things I've learn last year:

Never, ever give up on the one thing that make you smile!!! If you ever feel like giving up, remember why you've held onto it for so long. Take chances, because it’s better to cross the line and suffer the consequences than to stare at that line for the rest of your life.

The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return♥

p/s I know the photo's quality is super sucky. It was taken on the 5th Dec, before I got marcus k. So bear with lousy shitty phone cam pic

I can see the end at the beginning.

2010-03-06T23:47:00.006+08:00

Exactly one year ago, I guess I was feeling apathetic towards my N levels. And I wasn't anxious for the exam to be over until october, when we planned our Zoo trip. Not even when Alex said 'We'll play until we forget our names.'

Because last year, I was like 'Even if we did go out, would we even talk? It'll be so awkward, like usual. Sianzzzzzzzzz. Anyway, we would confirm be working:(:(' But who would've known that the most amazing thing happened! Who would've expected that we could've gotten together? :)

Now, I am extremely nervous about my O levels and VERY excited for the exams to be done. Because this year, I have plans. Plans on what to do and what to buy! And most importantly, who to spend the time with.

Therefore, I am expecting a much more magical eoy holiday this year.

Really looking forward to our 'vacation' in universal studios. Also, I am yearning for Natty baby, touchie and hopefully a laptop? But most importantly, I can't wait for my O level results, and to be accepted into the course that I desire.

NATTY WOOOOOOOO! Oh shit, I'm going berserk soon. G'bye!

This life is not just for anybody.

2010-03-04T23:44:00.003+08:00

Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

Maybe it's true that I can't live without you.

2010-03-04T23:27:00.001+08:00

I was supposed to meet the birthday boy at 7.30a.m. but I was late because I rushed down to pass Charmaine the cake she baked yesterday+Bob's cupcakes. Then I took bb's cake and went off the meet him.

Like omg, I was SUPER embarrassed. I don't dare to let him open the box. :/ Forced him to bring the cake home. Haha. Then we bussed down to compass for BK breakfast. Took the bus to vivo. B kept going 'Where are we going? Where are we going??:('

When we reached there, we met Amy and Eileen and took the train into sentosa!!! Went to watch the 4d thingy and the cineblast first. My comment? Sucked.

The weather was super hot by the way.

Had subway for lunch! Then we took the busss and went to palago(whtvr) beach. Dumped our bags into the locker:) Slacked at this hut or whatever that is until it was three plus. Then we went back to megazip adventure park and went for the parajump!!

Eileen was hilarious:P When it was her turn, I think she freaked out. Then she hugged the pillar and said 'I don't want!! You let other ppl go first.' Haha but she did jump off anyway. Eileen, the greatest failure in life is not participating!(Y)

Went for the luge after that. Okay, quite fun. But the distance travelled was so short. :( Headed to siloso beach after that to try to catch the sunset. There were stupid clouds so we dint really catch it. Walked back to palawan beach to get our bags and went for the skyride.

Don't know why B was scared. Probably another trick to get me to hug him? :P Once we were done, we trained back to vivo and went home!

Note: Sentosa rlly scam $. The money spent was not worth it. Urg.

Roar!!!!!!

Hello, meet my kid!

@Cineblast!

Hahaha B can't stand the flash!

Cool right!

Self timer, ten shots babey! Haha. Lazy 2edit all.

As what Eileen said. 'Walking the path of life.' Hahaha.

Stupid Alex not happy with that tree in the middle of nowhere.

Me, Amy, Eileen:)

I want my future house to have this view:)

Birthday boy &I!

View from the tower.

L: After parajump! R: @Lugeeee.

We look so cute, lol.

Say hello to my SNOWman! What? Not happy?

The sound's messed up:( I dint scream when I was landing okay. It's when I jumped off.

My first attempt.

2010-03-03T23:57:00.001+08:00

Char and I went to Eileen's house after school and we had cup noodles+Death note2 for lunch. After we were done, we started to bake Alex's birthday cake. It was my first attempt and well, it was successful! Because it is edible and it doesn't taste bad. So.. :D

Charmaine and I went to mall to get some stuff for the cake. When we came back, I SAW THE CAKEY DONE. And I was soooo happy. Went to search on lamborghini murcielago and tried to shape the cake to look like it. IT'S DIFFICULT OK.

I was trying to shape the cake while Eileen and Charmaine proceeded to make the second batch of mixture for our cupcakesssss. Left around 10++. When I reached home, I ate my brunchnerrrrrrrr and continued with the decoration of the cake. Slept @1++. Maddd sleepy.

HI!

Last row, left. Haha Char's puffy heart cup cake.

Me is shaping the cake, not attempting to murder. &Char looks like she is emoing.

Ta-Da!!!

Randomly baked a super early cake for my sis!

For Bobby. And THAT IS A CAR OK. The red circles are the wheels. I don't have black right? I tried mixing brown+ red but it resulted in red anyway. So what was I to do!

The end of the icing session. Omg looks like a pumpkin.

Reminded me of the art lessons I used to have.

Don't turn off the lights.

2010-03-01T22:31:00.003+08:00

Went to gym with Cindy today! After that, she got mad and me :/ I then walked to hougang mall to meet Amy and Eileen. Haha we are mad, we kept cam whoring with Marcus!

Anyway, we trained down to harbourfront to get them sentosa tickkkkks. Met up with Alex @the mrt station &we all went home!

@the gym toilet, lol

For her FNN.

Amy is mean.

Tskkk, gangsters!

Me:*Covers face*"OMG THIS IS EMBARRASSING"

Amy's fingers. See, toldcha she's mean.

Serious talk! See the serious faces.

Eileen is a BULLY.

My turn :D

Urg, revenge.

Before.

During.

After. Hahaha check out E's face in the last3 pics:)

You.Can.Do.It.So.Just.Do.It.

2010-02-25T17:27:00.003+08:00

Superteen just ended yesterday. I was a little upset that my parents couldn't make it but I couldn't blame them as they had work! So anyway, I think superteen was very useful. (Except the sleeping and crying part. It was extremely dumb.)

Haha luckily I dint skip any of those 3 days:)

Sooo.... What you see/hear/think is what you get! Too shy to write out what I plan to do before I die, but at least know that I've planned it already.

'The greatest failure in life is not participating.'

But before the superteen, I already made this:

Hahaaaa. I'm COOL!:P I know it's a tad too early for this but... Maybe it's not that early after all.

What you see is what you get:

L: Frm YOUGINNN. R: From Alex!! Blue tack sucks. Maybe I'm gonna use double side tapes? The poster's super chio, photo's not doing it justiceeee.

You should be my permanent teacher.

2010-02-22T23:35:00.005+08:00

Hehehhe went dating with Alexander Ngo on the 12th. We went to cineleisure to watch the Wolfman. I h8 scenes that have those scary sound and you know something is gonna pop up. So the whole time throughout the movie,

Me: B I VERY SCARED LOR. GOT SOMETHING POPPING UP!! *grabs his hand to hide my face*

Him: Walao you don't like that la. You're making me scared too.

&yeah, I could hear the accelerated heart beat. But I swear the movie wasn't scary. -.- Had LJS after the movie! But they suckkkk. Because it was at 10+++, they had no more clam chowder. ME:sadddddddddddd.

Went to CP to do my homework with baby boy yesterday!! We went to the library and I finally understood matrices after so long! Although my teacher have been teaching that for the past few weeks I think, my mind just refused to grasp that knowledge! So he taught me yesterday. After doing a few Qs, we sat at a corner to read my livejournal on his iPhone. *Blush*

Uh huh. I finally unlocked 100% of my livejournal from him.

I also picked out some books for him to read to me!!:) One of the titles were 'How to deal with bullying', and he was like

'YA! You should read this book. Always ask people whether they want to fight a not.'

Me: :(

pssst HIS CHI DAMN FUNNY AHHAHHAHAHA oops

After we left, we were deciding on what to eatttttttt. Could not decide, so I went to buy BBT! Then Alex wanted to eat burger king so we went to take away and went to the playground to picnic!

Today, I had superteen. Okay, maybe the program was quite useful. But HELLO? 13hours in the AVA room? A bit no brain???? It's super tiring omg..... Plus, we had to sit on the stupid chair throughout. Ahhh my shoulders!!!!! :(

Anyway, they were talking about how teenagers' relationships wouldn't last. That scared me a little and Alex's face kept popping up in my mind. Oh well. Just because it's rare, doesn't mean it won't happen. SUCKERRRRRRRRRRRS

Alex came to fetch me after the horrible course. Me:Happy girl.

Hello lover boyyyy!

Grilled: )

R: Hahah Alex can't stand the flash. 'I wonder how u girls can stand it!!!!'

They don't know how long it takes, waiting for a love like this (L)

Are we dancing?

2010-02-16T22:12:00.003+08:00

Went over to B's this morning to get my hw done. STUPID TEACHERS.... Cny also want to give homeworks>: But I only did like, 2pages. Oopsie?

Caught Percy Jackson and the lightning thief after that. The movie was gooood, but baby kept trying to distract me. After the movie we went to pepper lunch!!! :) Me loveeee. I was mad full after that.

There is school tmrw!!! B can never ditch work for me:( Nvm. Shall spend the day studyinggggg.

Happy Cny.. not.

2010-02-15T23:59:00.005+08:00

Day before CNY! We ate reunion dinner(again:D) @home before heading over to my grandma's. My little cuz damn noisy, with her new friend. After that, we headed to thomsom. I hate flowerssss. They STINK. Okay maybe blue and red roses are acceptable :)

So anyway, I really suck @camera settings. I was messaging Alex then I told him 'I wish you were here to help me set my camera settings' Lol. :((((

But I HAVE TO LEARN. I told myself if I cannot manage Marcus baby, I can NEVER dream of getting a DSLR. So... Trying my best now okay.

First day of CNY, or as they say 'Chu yi' Went to my grandma's first, then we went to to temple. After that we went to my grandmummy's!!!:) Dan kept asking me why I looked so bored. Cny isn't fun + the weather is humid!

He treated me to mcflurry:) After that we went to my greatgran's. LOL @the adult's sarcasm.

My mother was sitting at this swing with my little cousin. My mother was in the middle while she was at the side. Then..(In mandarin)

Stupid woman: Wah baby, you not safe leh. You should go sit in the middle if later the whole swing tilt sideways ar. (talks a step twards the kid)

mummy: WAH You better not come and sit. Later the whole swing overturn. I very scared.

Hahah win. Wtf so fat but keep shooting my mother.

Hahaha. My dad, my 1st aunt's hus and my 2nd aunt's hus. All 3 of them kept stoning in the house. It's like their routine every year.

2nd day of CNY. Headed over to my greatgrandad's house. Every year, I GET BORED THERE. But it's okay because there's foooood! I kept pestering my dad to leave though :P Then we went to I don't know where to pray.

Went to parkway for sis' stupid koi. Then we went to amkhub to catch 14 blade!!! Woooooooo. The movie damn boring. Haha.

Sorry lah!!!!!!!! Short people only untitled to this angle.

Crazily crowded.

'We are giving you our blessings!!!!!'

2010-02-12T23:23:00.007+08:00

Actually I woke up this morning and wanted very much to fall asleep again. But I debated and the good me won!! So I went to school. (If I dint, Char would be utterly upset.) Hahah.

The CNY concert was boringgggg. Ok, did not really expect much anyway. After that stupid concert, we had to pack oranges. Two oranges into a paper bag. Then we headed out to our assigned block, 969 to give out oranges to stupid residents.

We were done like within 10-15minutes? Char and Eileen accompanied me to point with Bob to print photos. Then Char and Eileen left for band meeting while Bob accompanied me to waitttt for the stupid photos :/

Uglyyyy paper bags.

Eileen with lollipop!

Me: *snaps* Aiya bob, see la, you ruined the photo by turning back.

Bob: Wah thanks la?

Piggy.

No please, I'm not a stalker. Char asked me to take pics of her boyfriend ok!

5a2!

Self explanatory :P

We bullied Bobby into taking the oranges!

CC + Monitor.

@The void deck with stupid oranges.

Char and Eileen.

Hahaha Eileen damn cute.

The doors aren't opening pls!!!!

Yay, group2.

After everything.

Bestfrieeeeends!!!!!!!!(L)

Went home after thattttttt and prepared to meet Alex @amk hub. I was late, SORRY!!!! We had 2hrs++ before our movie started, so we went to the libraryyyy. Smelly B was being grumpy all the way there. Like the smelly grumpy old man in the movie UP! :P

When we were in the library, I started to read secret seven lool. Then B kept complaining that I cared about the book more than him. He is like a grown up baby. After 5 minutes, I gave up and we started walking back to hub.

The movie wasssssssss. I don't know how to say. I had a H-U-G-E distraction beside me throughout the movie:) All I know was that Taylor Swift can't act &Taylor Lautner isn't hot. The Alex in the movie was though!

Those are the things that make you mine

I'm flying without wings. Happy valentines day(in advance) baby boy!

Reunion dinner.

2010-02-11T22:40:00.000+08:00

I h8 mock meat!!!!!!!!

Pre-jitters.

2010-02-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder if my mind is pushing my body into a defensive mode. Because.. Maybe just because I can't cope. Or maybe I just don't want to. Everyday, I just stare at the teacher like I'm in a trance. My mind slips away and automatically, I tunes out my teacher's talking.

I find activities to distract me and make 3 periods a little bearable. My eyes lit up and I smile every time the bell that marks the end of a period rings. I would stare at my watch and urge it to go a little faster.

I have to tell myself, this seriously isn't the N levels. I can't afford to fall back now, only to catch up during term3-4.

I know on the outside, I don't look like I care. And everybody's thinking 'Aiya Marjorie. Confirm can score one la.' Just because in secondary 3 I always slept in class and still managed to be top in class, everyone's expectations of me were raised. :@

When I finally get the energy to focus on the board, I realised that what I'm staring at was pretty strange. My brain can't grasp anything. Then I fall back into sleepy/day-dream mode and tell myself, 'Another day... I will revise. Other days. I will understand, eventually.'

Just few days back, I was reading a book throughout 3 periods of maths. Today, I was de-blinging my phone. Sorry, but maths was totally UNBEARABLE. Ask me what is matrices, and I'll probably go 'WTF How do I know?'

Anyway my stupid CC thinks all his 'o level naggings' are getting into us and making us see sense that 'oh, yea, I have to work hard.' NO! Bullshit. It just gets everybody into the 'omg, not the naggings again???' mood and then everybody wants to sleep. And now we hate geog. Ok maybe not we, me.

The good news is that I'm starting to pay attention in chemistry. 30%? Obviously I am paying 100% in phyics!!!!!! Eng-40%. Maths-0%. Geog-2%. Ss-100%.

I don't know why I am so interested in ss. Lol. Kuwait and Iraq! But I failed my test and it made me realise once again that this isn't the N levels. Urgh.

I better not screw this and I better get outta the fucking school in 8months' time.

Have I told you lately that I love you?

2010-02-07T23:41:00.001+08:00

Oh hai! So yeah, I went to the airshow yesterday!!! Was supposed to meet Alex @my void deck @7, but I was late again. :( Then we trained down to hm to get some stuff! Luckily we dint buy chips this time.

Met Bob(WZ) and Glen and bussed down to changi airport! It was 8++ but the bus was packed. Wheeee. And we alighted at T3. I must say that the management was GOOD, because we dint have to wait to get into a bus. (Y) But then again, it has to be right? We paid $21 bucks, they can't expect us to wait for the bus.

We reached there around nine plus, ten?? So early right! Was really bored at first and dint take any photos because of Alex and Bob's DSLR! :( Then Alex kept asking 'Why you so sad? Why you so bored? Why you never take photos one? You wanted to come here ok.' So I took Marcus out and snapped a few photos, patronising him. But soon, I was bussssy snapping photos hahaha. The weather was reallyyyy HOT.

Bob and Glen disappeared so Alex and I went around by ourselves to look at planessss! JET PLANES ARE LOVE OMGGGG. But very few displays. After 1hour I got bored:( But then we decided to wait for the show. They were soooooo dumb. 11.30am start the show. 12NN the sun was above our head and all of us like stupid, kept looking into the sun. :@

So after the korean air force's display, I was going 'WHAT? NOT DONE? Urg' I felt giddy and wanted to faint:( Then I just sat down and felt sad because I couldn't watch anymore. Alex brought me into the air con exhibition hall soon:) I'm so sorry we dint finish watching.

Sat at a corner until I felt better! Then I wanted to eat BK so we headed back to the airport and had bk. Grilled chicken yay! Stupid Alex wore the 'crown' and walked around T2. I kept pretending that I dint know him, lol.

Took 3+ hours to blog, so you better see all the photos you ass! I don't care if you're not interested in planes or me+Alex ;)

Sorry for sucky photos. The sun was blinding me throughout so I couldn't see.

This pic looks so computerish.

This one too. Me likey:)

Someday..... SOMEDAY I'M GONNA SIT IN THT

Stupid guy. People taking photo you don't know how to siam? Or must I use a DSLR before you will? Tsk.

I wanted that!!!!!! Weather was mad hot.

Little bird!

f15-E!

Action angmoh posing there. Everybody only wanted to take photos of the plane, then he so extra.

(L)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

This is a pretty jet! My 2nd favourite. 1st is F16-C!

Turtle looking plane! But Alex says that it looks like a dolphin.

Hello honey!

With my 2nd favourite jet!

Hello Mr Tourist!

Oh hi Bob and Glen!

I can see me!!!!

Favouritest photos! (L)the bg!

No, Im not jealous okay.

Me taking photos!

No, I can't drink Ribena in peace.

I look like an indian in both photos pls.

I like this one! Lol.

Bye!!! We're leaving.

Second flag from the left!

Being forced to wear the bk crown)=

Air show!

2010-02-06T18:12:00.003+08:00

WENT TO THE AIR SHOW JUST NOWWWWW, with Alex, Bob and Glen. It was super humid I tell you. Ok, SHALL BLOG BOUT IT LIKE TMRW. Because I am tired right now :( If I'm happy, I will edit the vids and post them up. (ps pls don't tell bob that I don't know how to edit vids. I don't know wht prog to use :O)

Anyway, I'm going to china town with my family @night! So I shall combine them into one post. Kk bye. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

MARCUS IS THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME. Oh well. Maybe when I get a dslr in the future, I'll ditch Marcus and say the same bout it. Hahaha. No, actually was joking bout the first sentence. Alex is. :)

On the bus to airport.

2010-02-06T08:50:00.001+08:00

Marjorie is being a pig.

Cold as ice, perhaps?

2010-02-05T23:58:00.001+08:00

Went to bishan library with Char and Eileen. Char headed for the basement immediately -_- And the stupid library chased us up to the second floor. Went to the fourth instead and Char and I giggled as we browsed through this section, lol! Eileen fell asleep and a librarian came to nag again. Stupid lousy librarians.

After we borrowed our books (YES WE BORROWED 6ITEMS EACH!), we went to shopppppppp woooo.

Going to air show tomorrow! EXPECT A LOT OF PHOTOS. Haha I'm so stoked! Bye bye, I'm going to bed. Long day tomorrow hehe.

yeah.ok.maybe.whatever.

(L)

Stupid COW

HUG :)

Haha some book.

WALAO EH CHAR PLS LA, HOW OLD ONLY?? Tsk tsk *Shakes head in disapproval*

Left: Ugly. Right: NAISE.

Everything has changed. The faces stay the same.

The moment you decided to let love in.

2010-02-02T00:00:00.001+08:00

NO I won't let you go, you're a part of me now. Caught by the taste of your kiss.

I can't imagine any greater fear, than waking up without you here. Though the sun will still shine on, my whole world will all be gone.

Happy second month dear.♥

And I've fallen for you.

2010-01-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

Today I was supposingly going shopping with baby. Can you believe that I have not gone to Iluma till today?? But whateverrrr, that place is HUGE but empty. -_- Anyway.... It felt so weird to shop with a guy, hahaha! Everytime I enter a shop, his face immediately turned into those 'i-am-bored' face.

Trained down to orchard because I cannot stand going into bugis street, so hot and stuffy! Shopping with a guy is really weird. :O So I gave up and we went to cineleisure to catch the tooth fairy!

Hehe. After that went to SECRET PLACE lolz.

You opened my eyes to see a whole new life. When everyday begins, I'll fall for you again. Cuz when I die, then I die loving you. :)

Bmt sounds very fun.

2010-01-29T21:27:00.007+08:00

Helloooooooo!!! Life is turning out great but something is still bothering me. It's alright though. Not everything can go the way you want it to go. ;)

My dnt proj is finally progressing. Javen is indeed my life saver! Going in the direction he suggested, and I found out that I'm not in the haze anymore. Everything is starting to make sense. &Wong keeps going 'This one is very good you know. Very detailed.' It gives me hope and motivates me. :)

Geog is still stupid though. 'Let us...change our attitude. We cannot be like that anymore! This year is the O levels, so you cannot last minute study. Maybe you did for your N levels la, I don't know? But O level is different. If you think you cannot take this, I suggest you go for the april intake for ITE. I may be sounding like I'm looking down on you guys ok, I apologise ok. I just want us to know that this is going to be tough if you guys don't start putting in the effort now...........................bla, bla, bla'

I hate how he keeps saying 'Let us...'

Whatever okay. Just because he is our CC doesn't mean he have to be that irritating? Luckily I am about to start self revision. Wooo I love myself! (L)(L)(L) My goal is pushing me forward. I can do it!

Listening to 'knock it down' now lol! If you don't have a girlfriend at least now you've got a wife. She just turned 21 and so you guard her with your life!!

4 more days!!!! Mad exciteddddd

No venture, no gain!

Flashback haunts. Why? I stopped reminiscing ages ago. Pls, stop coming back to me.

Nine december.

2010-01-24T22:52:00.001+08:00

WOOO. I was looking forward to this day since forever! Like, before my N level even started? So yeah, we went to the zoo. Alex and I were the first to arrived. The rest was late, tskk.

Took the bus from amk hub to the zoo:) Went to walk ard. Suddenly, it poured and we got trapped with the cute squirrels and leopard cat.

We went to kids world and had kfc. Alex decided to play in the water, so Amy and I joined him, lol. Coolness. We dint bring any extra set of clothing. (Y) Then it poured, again. Took the tram after the rain subsided.

Stayed there till 6pm, then we hurriedly took a bus back to amk hub to catch the new moon movie. It sucked! Haha.

Sorry it took so long for this post to be up. To compensate, here are TONS of photos for u!

Staring @ rocodileees!

Pinky, longy legged creatures:D

I think Eileen was begging Amy to team up with her. Haha!

ACT SHY.

Stupid picky elephant who has to sleep with the leafy pillow.

Charmaine: EH This one is my sister's friend.
LOL

I like the colour of this photo.

Kiss the ass.

WHITE TIGERRRRRRRR!

(Y) Alex took this.

He is forever looking down.

I don't like this bird.

AHHHHHH Cuteness(L)

Char wanted to kidnap this home.

Kids world.

Don't hate me ok, Eileen. Hate Char cuz she took this. Haha.

Drenched TTM.

It was staring at me! :)

Aww so cute.

AWWW CUTE TO THE VERY MAX

Zhixian and Char!

Black horse.

Finally I can say, THIS IS MINE, YOU CANNOT SNATCH. :P

Polar bear.

Alex: Bcuz I can!!!!
I cannot see the stupid insect pls.:P

(L)(L)(L)!!!!!

Candid.

Alex reading the map.

Black with white strips, or white with black strips?

Your bestfriend!

They have blue tongues, SRSLY!

Stupid lioness.

Snakeyyyy

Look@the cam!!!!!!

Go into the tank and be its bestfriend:)

Orange eyed thing

Aww lovey snakes. I don't care. The blue one is a male and the red one is a female.

Rattle snake.

Hehe!

Take a hold on me.

2010-01-23T23:05:00.001+08:00

Went out with B today.

We'll be free to live our life. There's nothing and no one we'll miss, and one day we'll look back with no regrets.

Smiley face!!!

Forever like this!

Snuffy :)

Love of my life.

The world is black.

2010-01-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

Wrong doings.

If you have the choice to make things right, what'd you do? This is the problem you see. Because everything that I ever knew is a lie, without you. There's no beat, without you.

You leave me breathless. I still can't believe that you're mine.. :O

Went to AMK hub with Charmaine and Eileen today. C bought yoghurt and E bought KOI! Then we all bussed back. E went back to school while I waited for Z with C. But apparently Z did not answer his phone, so C went home. I went home to bathe and headed down to meet A! Lovely.

Whoever told you that life's fair????

Without you here now.

2010-01-19T22:28:00.008+08:00

Went to to the docs this morning only to be told that they were having their break. So took a queue number, went home, showered and headed back down. Was done within thirty minutes, quite amazed actually. You know how long the queues can be at the polyclinics.

I've the fever+sorethroat+cough. :( The only good thing is that my cough syrup is pink!

Had subway @my gran's. Anyway cut the story short. We have a new lock now, and the key is fugly to the max.

I.AM.THE.LUCKIEST.GIRL.ALIVE.&.YOU.ARE.THE.HAPPIEST.BOY.ALIVE

ps hehe I took pics of my throat and it is mad gross. Clear, nevertheless. HAHA!!!!!!!

It's the 3rd week already, yet I still have the holiday mood.

Pressured. It's like: score, or die trying.

Welcome to my life.

2010-01-14T21:39:00.009+08:00

3/4 of my life are screwed. 2/4 are kinda private, so I'd rather not talk about them. Whatever. Who the fuck cares anyway?

So anyway, school's been pretty sucky for me. My dnt teacher is Wong and I'm positive that all 6 of us aren't very pleased. The fact is obvious: He doesn't care. Maybe because he doesn't have a reputation to uphold.

Azizi is so different, he would continuously push us. I can't say fairly enough that he cared about us. He doesn't. It's his reputation he is worried about. But it's a win-win situation do you see? We score, and his reputation doesn't get tarnished. They say you don't realise what you've got until it's gone. True.

So back to this Wong teacher. He told us that we would take 3weeks (24periods) to analyse our O level question. What the fuck is wrong with him? Can't he see that time is running out? Then he kept saying that we like to be spoon-fed, because we are not voicing out our opinion. But it's so dumb, we aren't bothered.

This is so stupid. And my geog aka form tcher spent a period of geog nagging to us about the school rules. Wtf move on and teach already!??!? I find my patience being tested every single day. :@

Thank god Charmaine is beside me every single day. And she will always make me laugh for some reasons. :)

Unmotivated.

I can't believe what is in front of me. The water's rising up to my knees. And I can't figure out how the hell I wounded up here. Everything seemed okay when I started out the other day, then the rain came pouring down. And now I'm drowning in my fears. And as I watch the setting sun, I wonder if I'm the only one.

I turn my head to the east, I don't see nobody by my side. I turn my head to the west, still nobody in sight.. I'm slipping, and I don't know what to do.

Woooooooooo I am a stalker

Look @my poor pencil box

This is why W kicked _ away. ORH HORZZZ Another scandal.

I want to run away with you.

2010-01-11T18:55:00.006+08:00

So let me just sit here, all alone, for the time being. I need to do some serious thinking. This was never easy to start with................

It's weighing on my shoulders, and I'm sick of feeling down. :( Everything are like 'fill-in-the-blanks' in my mind. I really don't know anymore, or at all? I never liked this 'decision making' stuff.

Anyway, I was reminded painfully that I should be there too, taking my results along with the rest. Thank you Benjamin Soh. Let's just hope that this extra year gives us an advantage over the rest? This sucks, I know.

Met Huixuan after school today and had a catch up session. (Y) Hope to see more of her! Btw I can't stop laughing @Char Lee's reaction everytime I get a reply! HAAA-HAAAAAAAAA-HAAAAAAAAA:-)

If only life was that simple.

Wow.

Arrival.

2010-01-10T22:00:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 8 today, too excited!!!!!! So I went back to sleep and er... overslept. Made Alex wait for me for around an hour after he landed. Sorry:((((((((((((((((((((((((

His bag was MASSIVE. And he was like
'You want me to show you smth?''
Wht?'
*Opens his bag and took out scruffy!!!!*

Hehehehe.

So we bussed back to hougang mall and had subway! (Y) Me love that boy!

Cam whoring bug is back.

2010-01-08T17:17:00.008+08:00

The above was not done by me. I have 3 pencil box, and currently 2 has been "vandalised" with that note. Protecting my last pencil box now!

Had our diagnostic test just now and I did fairly well for English, I think. We had to write 2 essays, and I wrote 2 full paged ones! Mrs Tey was going around, asking people to write longer. When she saw mine, she said 'good!':) When collecting the scripts, she finally blew her top. 'PAIN IN THE BUTT.'

Well, couldn't say I did very well for maths. I was sleepy(after eating) plus I dint have my calculator with me(TY KM!) so I just felt asleep after attempting 3 questions.

So anyway, I went to amk hub after school with Charmaine today. We know Wz and Eileen's secret!!! :P Hohoho. Going to church tomorrow, I cannot stop saying that. Hopefully there will be more pics tomorrow. And there definitely will be pictures taken on Sun. :)

p/s Pls read title. I guess that is true? Haven't been self cam whoring since... JUNE Omg yes I know. Haha. But now that I've my baby marcus cammy, I can't help but to!!! :) Don't know why, I just feel like saying this. Shut up if you don't care. Because if you don't, WHY ARE YOU HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE lol.

"Please always know that I love you more than anything else in the world. Brighten my day and warm my heart."

2 more days!!

Goodbye for now.

2010-01-06T21:39:00.005+08:00

Just came back from sending my bf off to thailand. :( He will be back on Sunday. Was REALLY sleepy just now, so had not much energy to display much emotions. But I wasn't angry/upset with you ok.

Really wished I could walk into the departing hall with him. But.. The time will come soon. Was on the bus when he called me. I think it was before he boarded the plane or something? :) Tried to bully WZ into taking the same bus as me as I was sad, but in the end I dint ok.

Was so embarrassed when he took a trolley and asked me to stand onto it. I simply refused and in the end he went on it instead, and asked me to push.

Me: I don't know you..... I don't know you ah, I really don't know you. I don't know why I am pushing you.

Upside down.

2010-01-05T23:56:00.003+08:00

School was stupid. Mr Ng was sorry I had to think that way(He was sorry that anybody had to think that way) I hate school because Alex isn't there anymore!!!!

Went to vivo and town today. I was really very excited lol. Returned uniform+punch card+locker key+staff card. Headed to 3rd floor and saw Kennon, Larry and Carol! Wati was off:( Larry tried to sneak up on me, but FAILED!!!

After that I went to the delivery counter and saw Arwis! The moment he saw me, he hid his head. Thanks!!!?! Stupid Donald was away to smoke at that time. -_- Said hi and chatted for a while after he came back. Charmaine left after that. Amy came to meet us!

And BF said he will still love me even though I am fickle to the max. Hahaha! I was irritating him with 'moooo', 'meeeh' 'baaabaaa' :/And he said I was crazy! LOVE HIM.

Keep moving forward!

2010-01-04T16:01:00.000+08:00

School started today!! Alex sent me to school, well kinda. Haha. (L)

Anyway, I normally don't do this. But, I've made some new year resolutions!!!!!

1) I will learn how to use my new camera properly. I'm so glad I got marcus instead of a dslr because I will be so lazy and just stick to using auto mode and everybody will laugh at me for being a noob. :(

The money spent on it was well spent! I really did not regret @all. It took away more than 75% of my pay and I spent the rest of my holidays being miserable because of the lack of $$ but still!!! It made me sooo happy, lol. Luckily I dint just get any shitty pretty looking compacts, or I WILL REGRET IT. Although they are cheaper but whatever, shut up.

2) I will study harder for my Os because I don't want to disappoint anyone anymore. (Hopefully) WILL MEMORISE COMB HUMANS UNTIL I DIE!

3) I will buy an ipod touch! Is that considered? I don't care, it is. Ok wait, I don't even know why I need a touch for..... :O I wanted a shuffle, but my dad was like 'That one useless one la. Might as well buy nano right.' So I wanted a nano until BF got touch.

I told my dad I wanted a touch he said he don't even know why I needed one when I have my phone already. Then I said I wanted a nano and he said I was stupid. AHH???

4) I will spend my money wisely. Now I know the pain of earning money, lol!!! Seriously. Working sucks ttm. Or maybe NOT. I worked a day in mac before, and I swore to myself never to play with sauces @fast food restaurants again. But then.... You know :)

5) No more friendship dramas. I will not be angry and will not hate anybody! Yay. I will give and not expect anything in return! (They taught us this in sch today.)

I think the new year will be marvelous because for one thing, I have my BF with me. :) And also, I am in the same class with Charmaine, Eileen and Weizhuang. Best ppl!

I wish this moment was ours to own it, and that it will never leave. Then I will thank that star that made our wish come true. ♥

P.O.P - finally.

2010-01-03T14:19:00.004+08:00

020101, deltas '09 passed out. :)

BAH. This is for the suckers who dint make it. :P We had SO MUCH FUN.

The day started stupid because my uniform and Sinlee's lanyard got stained with kiwi. So we went to wash it off. Went to fall-in in my half U because my uniform was wet, duh! Felt very stupid and awkward but whatever.

Stupid sirs went to tekan us deltas. They also made us take off our boots, and then they mixed them up. Took our berets and gave them to our juniors. Made us change no4 tops with the guys. Well, no harm done because I got back my boots and beret. Wore Ryan's top for I don't know how long. Guys STINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Got to throw my beret today!:) I threw mine in the wrong direction and dint get to catch it but whatever! At least I did not step on it as planned. Went to mac with the girls to get coke and cam whored outside mac afterwards.

Went home and bathed and got bored and waited for stupid Alex to wake up :( Then we headed down to suntec to meet up with the rest. Caught sherlock holmes. Woah, got really bored+cold. Eugene and sis said that I dint like it because I dint understand the movie. I do okay, just that I was not interested? -_-

After the movie we went home!!! Aliff, Eugene, Chun han, Sinlee, Peiling, Alex and I took the bus while Jiali, Julia, Joyce and Nicole took the train.

NCC= National cadet club. Lol I know.

GO AWAY, SONG JIE!!

The girls! Xiangjing and Cindy missing

4years aint long, but it aint short either. It's just enough to build a bond. :)

(The colour suck man!!!)

There's nothing else I can say.

2010-01-02T00:03:00.002+08:00

Because only you need to know.

Nothing else has to be said. Happy first month baby. (L)

Failed picnic.

2010-01-01T22:36:00.001+08:00

Went to ECP with rainbow today. Well, felt like that day except that Javen was absent. :( Great way to spend my first day of 2010 I guess. Wow, it's 2010 already. I forgot.

I spent my first day of 2009 with rainbow too GEEEE! Life is great ;)

Ok, so anyway back to the topic. Met Sinlee @amk hub NTUC to shop for stuff for the picnic. Then Glen and Weizhuang joined us shortly. Guys. Why are they always late? Bussed to PP and walked to ECP from there. Met Alex and Ryan.

Sinlee, Wz and I persuaded Glen to rollerblade. I was like 'Please please please please pleaseeeeeee. Eh! I said like, so many pleases alr.' and he succumbed :D But he gave them to Alex in the end because he forgot how to rollerblade.

I kinda forgot how to too. It's been months since I last did. Ankles were aching, so we abandoned rollerblading after 1hr+? Lalala, they ate subway and we all went home! The end.

My big bro making tuna sandwich for me!

YumZ!

The other side of the door.

2009-12-29T23:37:00.003+08:00

Met Charmaine to go to school to buy school books and uniform yesterday but the queue was OMFG long. So we(actually only I) got frustrated and decided to go to mall popular to purchase them instead. The stupid uniforms can wait till school reopen.

But the stupid popular decided not to have any stock of all the textbooks but physics. Charmaine and I bought files too, and we bought for Eileen loooool. Anyway Charmaine's tuition was cancelled so we called up Huixuan and Eileen and asked them out to watch Alvin and the Chipmunk2!

Charmaine and I went home first, and met up in the evening at amk hub. Eileen was late!! Tskkkk. We bought pens @Popular first. Then we trained down to somerset and couldn't resist going into 313's forever21.

Was quite irresponsible as we were late in meeting Hx, her boyf and Alex! :( Srrry.

So anyway the movie was good! Baby fell asleep during the commercial. He was really tired yet I still forced him to go. :(((((( After the movie, we all went home.

Today, I met Charmaine at Ion supposingly at 1.30pm. But she was late, and made me wait for half an hour. :( The journey there felt as though I was going to work!!!!! I'm crazy, yes.

Anyway we were super broke T_T Went to diva and couldn't resist buying stuffs there!!! Could've been more, but my self control isn't that bad. Kept telling myself 'I-don't-need-it-i-dont-need-it x a lot' (Y)

Trained to habourfront to get our backpacks, trained to cityhall to find Eileen and trained to raffles place (Char went home) to find Alex<3

Don't know how things will turn out, but I'll stick with you. :)

Last day of work.

2009-12-27T23:09:00.005+08:00

Actually I wanted to skip work today and go out with baby, but I went to work anyway because I wanted to see everybody for the last time. Omg!!! Super sad. Katrina and I weren't cashiers:( So we kept slacking! Haha.

I totally miss Wati and Larry already. Wati's like the best supervisor ever? Everytime anybody screw up, she will help them. Don't know why but she never scolded me before! And Larry is like super funny. Damn it. I.MISS.THEM!!!!

I also forced Katrina and Jessica to dream of me everyday. Lollllll.

I will miss those times when we sneaked the food into the locker room to eat, the usher days, cashiering, closing, floating, etc....

BUT I will definitely not miss those really stupid customers.

Cust: *Holds up an item with the price tag* Excuse me, how much is this?

Me: *Looks at the price tag and tell them* -_-

I'm so not gonna be used to this. :(

Larry looked as though he wanted to fight, right?

JunXin randomly took this.

Junxin, Weiren, Jingwen, Lorraine, Meixuan, Katrina, me and Encheng

Ahhh, gon miss this thomas the train fan:(

Best friend@ work! I'll definitely miss all the times we had tgt :)

NO MORE FLOATING DUTY WOOOOO

Me, Katrina, Jialing, Claudia, Jessica, Wati mummy, Jolene, Meixuan

Aftnn shift peeeps

You are my destiny.

2009-12-26T16:16:00.006+08:00

Had a day off and went to pulau ubin with Alex tday! We were supposed to go buy Marcus that day, but I bought him earlier so yea! Supposed to go shopping too but whatever! Anyway we are so cool, we sat on a rock and made sandwiches.

And brought like 6 bottles of drinks? Hahaha! The front part kinda suck, it kept raining and we got stuck in. While waiting, we played with Ariela and Marcus and ate our food.

Waited for Weizhuang, Glen and Gerald to come. They wanted to go cycling so we waited for the rain to subside. Alex dint want to cycle as we would get muddy but I dint listen to him. Sorry:(((( I'll listen the next time.

Took the boat back to sg around seven plus then bussed to compass point to have long john. I was thinking of ljs on the bus and suddenly Alex was like, 'I wanna eat long john.' Creepy much.

Making sandwiches in the middle of nowhere lol!

(L)!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know why I like tuna. I hate fish.

:))))

Ariela!

Waiting for W,G and G

Baby's typical pose. Right?!??!?!

I like this okay. I know it's blur but WHATEVER

My baby marcus can take planes too okay. Tsk.

The greatest gift.

Playing with the face detection thingy and only Glen's face got detected. Know why? HIS EYES ARE CLOSED. Well, kinda. Now I know. -.- Everytime Alex and I take a photo, only his face will get boxed. Then an icon like >.<

Christmas.

2009-12-25T16:54:00.003+08:00

How was your christmas????

You know, I really hate christmas shopping. But when you see the faces of those people when they open up the present is so totally worth it.

I love my colleagues!! Katrina and I gave them goodie bags. We went around giving everybody + saying 'Merry christmas.' LOL at their stunned faces. Then they gave us presents back too. Yay I love christmas.