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Happy birthday silly Huixuan!!

I went for P.E today! Played table-tennis. Mostly everybody sucked, except for Sani, Sihui and Bingda. Was still playing when the bell rang. So an angry Ahlin came and shouted at everyone to get back to class.

English sucked. I cannot believe I completed my work just because I wanted a chop. How nursery-ish. Took loads of photo during the free period of M.T.

Everyone loves me, y'know? Everyone's trying to take photo of me, like Huixuan and Sihui :$

Went to computer lab for CME. Had no music today, again. So went back to class until it was time for physics. Apple chong asked who completed the previous physics worksheet to come forward and claim a new copy, and I was the first!!!! *happy*

Dropped my phone during maths lesson. _l_ I'm sorry phone, I still love you.


Charmaine act shy only!


Weiz acting guai.


Stupid didi.


Charmaine.


Huixuan.


Joanna. Don't know why got someone so extra?:P


Sihui.


Eileen.


+Bingda, because he came back during recess.


:D

Happy birthday to BingDa didi and stupid Sani!!!!!!!!!

You spin my head right round, right round.
When you go down, when you go down down.
-idontwanttoeverloveanother idontwanttoeverloveanother idontwanttoeverloveanother idontwanttoeverloveanother:(
MT paper was not as bad as I expected. Did not fall asleep. :) Went to find Amy after school. We waited for Huixuan, Eileen, Joanna, Charmaine and her boyfriend. Went home after 12345mins of waiting near the backgate.

I am so freaking out because of the MT papers tomorrowlater. Have to sleep early, otherwise I would go to sleep (again) after filling up all those MCQs as if I am buying Toto. :(

Please, let me understand what I am reading!!!!!!!

psssst, yay I am going to receive my third birthday present soon!
It's something about you
Oh, AND THAT (below) is me. If you say that's a male angmoh, I slap you!!!!!!!!!!

I feel so dumb. Shld've known. Ha-ha-.-
Don't leave me this way,
cause it feels so wrong.
Cause I just can't say goodbye.

I'm still awake for you I can barely sleep
We won't make it together though I want us to work out so badly
We can't hide the truth Lying won't help
I'm giving up for you now You'll be happier
My final wish will guide you out I know you're lost
Before the ocean breaks apart But everything'll be back to normal
Underneath me I'll be fine..
- I want to see you today, so much.
But I know after seeing you, letting go'll be so much harder
Walked to school with Sinlee today. Just realised that the whole of this week, we only met on Tues and Fri.
I don't want you to be stress, lost or unhappy.
English paper one today. For the compo, I re-wrote it like 3times? Title was Escape. Brought all the books under my table home today. Will start serious mugging today.
So....
Walked home with Huixuan. But I'm not excited to see her. That girl's crazy. Yesterday, she suddenly tell me she don't feel like coming to school today. -.-
You're free:')
Please, please be happy.

The world's so cold, it's driving me insane.

I tell you a good news okay? I did not burn my wires afterall. Tested it out just now, and it worked just fine. So delighted. There's this sense of achievement. Like, you put something together, and it works. I don't know how to explain it. :/

And Huixuan lost her wing. Er. Wait... Plants have wings?

Exams are starting tomorrow. I seriously have to start studying. Won't let anybody or anything get me down. It aint worth it. My dream, it keeps me strong. Hey, it's my life afterall. ;)
Fake a smile, and move on with life.

Reaching out for a love that seemed so far..
Hello there. The angel from my nightmare.

Oh yeah, Eug thinks that this picture is Awesome. LOL.

It was raining this morning and Sinlee went to fetch me to school with an umbrella. Awww!!! Love you :)

Headed to DNT room to solder my circuit board after school. At first I was very damn excited(I am like, sua ku-_-), but after I screwed it up, I was not that excited anymore.

I think I really screwed it up. I think I burnt my wires!!!!!!! I suck at soldering. Well, this is my first time. :( How how how?!??!?! Silver turned into black/brown = Burnt, RIGHT?

My legs are killing me. Walked about 100000m just now with Weiz.

I need to talk to you.

Slap me, someone.

I was supposed to be studying, yet I went to fall asleep. After I woke up, I was supposed to be studying again, yet I went to watch The Last Mimzy.

I have motivation to study though. ;)

You seem so far away, though you are standing here.

1St July, 2006.


1st July, 2007.


1St july, 2008.

I remembered when I was in primary five, I refused to choose hougang secondary after my PSLE next year. I complained that hougang secondary looked ugly, got alot of paikia.

When I was in primary six, I started noticing the HS NCC trainings. I could see them easily from my window. I would then find myself envying, wishing I was there too. They were playing, and laughing.

After my PSLE ended, we were given this booklet filled with every secondary school's information. I flipped through the pages, trying to find out which school had girls unit for NCC.

So naturally I made hougang secondary my first choice. I thought to myself, if I can't get into a school with NCC girl's unit, I'll just join NPCC then.

I got in.

I was looking forward to CCA orientation. And I knew I wanted to be in NCC. When they gave out the slip, I wrote
1st) NCC
2nd) NPCC
3rd) Band

I was super disappointed when I got into band? Then I heard this announcement asking all those secondary one people who were in NCC to gather at a classroom after school. I went anyway, and I got into Ncc!!!

I bet most of you experienced that kind of pride and joy when you put on your uniform. You would iron it nicely before every training, and blacken your boots nicely too.

I can never ever forget that kind of feeling when I donned my uniform in secondary one.

Even now, when people ask what CCA I am in, I would proudly reply 'NCC!' with those big fuck face. I still feel a surge of pride, belonging to NCC!
Still cannot figure it out, how can someone who was so enthusiastic about Ncc since p6 become such a failure?

Went home after school along with Sinlee, Xiangjing and Cindy because I forgot to bring my number four pants. I brought everything except my pants. -.-

Sinlee left first. Xiangjing, Cindy and I walked to the backgate until Sinlee called. She said everyone was waiting for us. So Cindy went home while Xiangjing and I walked quickly to the canteen.

Had to fall-in in front of everybody. I hate this part. Super embarrassing. After the first parade, I went to walk around and slack with Xiangjing. :D
When we were doing pumping, all I could think of, was not my burning palms, but yours.
After training, went to KFC with Sinlee and Xiangjing. Went to NTUC before heading home. Okay. I've learnt to walk the longer but safer route.

TODAY'S THE LAST TRAINING!!!!!!!!

Although I've looked forward to this day ever since I was in Secondary two, I'm feeling kinda nostalgic now. Looking back at all those sweet memories, they brought a smile to my face.

Those NCC day parades, those ndps, our part A camp, the annual camp, the part A camp tht we helped out, UG camp, Fsd, the part A camp tht we ran, NDP08, shines, kayaking, part A camp 09, spec course, camp feast

If not for NCC, I wouldn't have who I have today. My bestfriends. And I wouldn't have met you..
Next post: Photos of all those events/camps that happened these four years NCC days!

Oh, good luck to those part C going for Senior spec. Those others that aren't chosen, please don't be upset. LOOK AT ME. I'm still a happy girl in Ncc:)bullshit.

Oh. I don't like corse corse. Hmp!!!!

How many times can I fall before I break?

Dad and I went to jurong today to buy a TV. Then we fetched sister, went to tampines, fetched mummy. Went to sengkang for dinner. I love sengkang!!!! It's so peaceful.

I love british accent. I want to stay in London. :(

I WANT, Prettyyyy pink vaio lappy, Pink canon camera, Pink bike? Hahaha. Ok lah, the first two still have to wait for a pretty looooooong time. :( Well, I would gladly settle for a black Nikon D90 too. I'm not that fussy, really.

BUT everything means nothing, if I aint got you.

Went to.. Hougang mall, courts, ikea (Hot dogs!), kovan and kptc yesterday.

I drew that picture for 1hour++, only to crush it and throw it into the bin.

I don't know what I should do now.. I don't know where I should go... I'm still here waiting for you. I'm lost when you're not around. I need to hold onto you, I can't just let you go.

Why don't you come right out and say it? Even if the words are probably gonna hurt, I'd rather have the truth, than something insincere.

Me / You. Daren't even think about us anymore..

I.Am.Freaking normal. (Today)

I really dint know that there is no school on Friday until Joey told me so yesterday.

Had chemistry test and chinese compo this week. I think I am flunking both. Today's chinese compo:
我的手有rashes; 我的朋友hungry了.

Q: How do you win?
A: You don't play the game.

Happy birthday Javen peh! :D

Bouught his cake after school with Sinlee, Cindy and Xiangjing before going for NCC meeting. Went home after that.

WHEN I LOSE MYSELF, I THINK OF YOU

This is the first time words have utterly failed me. I don't know how I am feeling. Let's see. Confused? Unsure of what to do? Nah, still not there. Don't know how I should feel anyway.

But then I ask myself, why do I want to find those exact words that actually describes my feeling? I want to blog about it? I want to tell people? Who exactly? Him? Why?

It's all messed up!!!!

I don't want to pretend anything anymore.

Because because because, it kinda feels like you don't care... anymore.
-

Caught confessions of a shopaholic with Sis just now. Wasted my money.

I am still in a I-Dont-Like-To-Take-Photos mood.

有一些话打好了却不敢传
怕收到讯息的你在为难
街道上人潮衬托我的孤单
想象,谁幸运的陪在你身旁

All the roads we have to walk are winding,
and all the lights that lead us there are blinding.

but we'll get thr, if you want to.

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Went out with my dad, aunt, grandmother and baby cousin today. We went to my great grandfather's house at first. When I took off my slippers and entered the house, I slipped. I landed on my knee, and now thr's a wound at the exact spot where I had a wound few weeks ago from P.E. SAME KNEE, SAME SPOT OK!

Just when it had healed. Thanks loh, stupid slippery floor!!!!! While we were leaving, I was so engrossed with my thoughts, I knocked my head on their stupid gate. Stupid loser gate!!!!!! (I'm too tall :O) So painful. :/

Went to plaza sing. Then we dropped them home and went to fetch sister. Went to compass point before fetching mummy for dinner.

And I'm so sorry my blog is lacking of pictures now. I swear I'll post some photos soon.

I feel so used again. Please, do not come running back again. I will learn not to trust, over and over again. I'm so dumb.

&I'm not very happy about my new phone's camera. New things are not necessary better after all. Urgh. If the phone wasn't so pretty and touchable, I would be really upset.

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Your smile, it can dissolve any anger kept within. Your eyes, well, they make me leave the rest of the world behind when I look into them. Your words hypotise me. You cld be my teacher, and I would definitely score A1s. Nothing else seemed to exist when you are there.

But I guess I'm just, someone else, just another girl. I feel so damn insignificant to you.

I wondered what future lies ahead.... I wondered where you and I would be then.

Pink + Pink + Pink = A happy Marjorie.

My room walls are pink. My bag is pink. Now, my phone's pink too! Hello F480. (L)

Bye K810i. :(

The day seemed to drag today. Went to do my mock up artifact after school. Quite happy with the results. Hehe. Legoooos :D

D'you know, I only realised tht artifact is spelt this way? I thought it was artefact all along, because tht is how Azizi spells it on the board. :S

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I pulled my heart out a million times, for a million reasons, to offer it to you.
:)

'The longest wait is not created by the amount of time passed, but by your mind.'

Mind: The wait is short, the wait is short, the wait is short.
X_X Drew a picture of you. Shld I give it to you? I shldn't give it to you.