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Stupid dnt lessons got cancelled again. Went down to training in my school uniform. I can't help but feel weird. Celebrated Aliff's birthday with singings, cake and pizzas.

Went to point with FOU after training. Like, finally? :)

I swear I will sleep early today. Can't stand feeling sleepy in class. Can't afford to miss any more lessons.
If you are gna take forever, then I'll wait forever.
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But only love can stay. Try again or walk away. But I believe for you and me, the sun will shine one day. So I just play my part. Pray you'll have a change of heart. But I can't make you see it through, that's something only love can do.

Almost finished everything today with Sinlee and Weizhuang.

Love being with you.

I want a Bmx.

I wish I cld dig a hole in the ground and disappear into it, forever.

WAH. KNS, I DON'T WANT TO GO INTO BMT FOR 9WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Met Sinlee at point this morning. I was late for ten minutes. :/

Bought breakfast back for Weizhuang and Joey. Skipped PE to do my maths, with the 'help' of Bingda:)

Don't know why idiots call their girlfriends, '我的zharbor' '你的zharbor'.

Well, it sounds like '我的狗' :/ Isn't, 'my girlfriend' so much nicer?

Okay, why do I care?

I need someone who will feel comfortable with the silence around me. Someone who will understand even if I keep mum. Someone who is willing to listen when I talk and just stick around when I don't.

I wish I could shut up forever.

When you do something wrong, you might get a second chance. Cherish it, don't screw up again.

You're waiting. I'm waiting. They're waiting. So who is gonna actually do it?

Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same.

Curiousity washes over me. It's killing me.

I guess everyone's perspective's the same. We're all selfish. It's like, I like you. I hope (make that want) you to like me back. But we never really guessed that it was what we wanted until we really think about it. Everyone's saying this 'Love does not mean possession' but who actually practices what they preach?

Answer: Nobody.

離開,難道真的是解脫?

Went to school to hunt for Kokwee's spectacles this morning. Found it after five minutes. Then we went to point to print some photos before I rode to kovan. Sinlee, Weizhuang and Glen took a bus.

Played two rounds of bowling. My poor nails. Glen left after the first. Went to popular to slack before we went home. Sinlee took a bus. I rode home and Weizhuang was walking/chasing after me. Slacked at the void deck with Weizhuang and Alex for a short while.

(The evening sky was awesome.)

Met Weizhuang on the train, and Alex at plaza sing around 1. Bought tickets for race to witch mountain. That movie sucks!!!!!!! But that Seth is so cute.

After the movie ended, we walked to orchard cineleisure and bought tickets for slumdog millionaire. That movie was not bad? Rushed home after movie ended. Walked home with Alex.

Hungry.

Happy Birthday Glen brother:)

So mesmerizing
So hypnotizing
I am captivated

Everything I ever knew is a lie without you.

http://take-happypills.livejournal.com/

On Monday morning, I messaged Javen to meet me bfore heading to school. Dint know he was at point with the rest. :/ But he went to meet me anyway. So, bu hao yi shi. Spent half the day in the room and it was very boring.

Went cycling around with Javen.



Then went cycling around the school with Sinlee and Cindy. Headed to seletar around 6++. Walked with Javen. Thank you for comforting me when I was scared.

At night, Gerald wanted to sleep in the room with Cindy, Sinlee, I and the sirs. Super LOL! But he was chased out. Btw he was watching power ranger, alone. LAWLZ.

This picture was supposed to look like Javen was mourning, yet it looks as though he is happy that Glen's dead. 'Finally!' He-he, no offence to Glen.



Slept around four thirty and woke up at six thirty.

Part As and Bs started to come. After checking in and stuffs, sirs went to teach them some NCC stuffs. Sinlee, Cindy, Xiangjing and I went to the celebration wall instead. Headed back to the classroom, then to the canteen after it ended.



They went to pitch tents after their lesson followed by their lunch and IFC. We had fun splashing water around.

Oh, and they had their games after IFC. Don't know why but this group pose all same one. Hahaha, check it out at the background of this photo.



Was happy when cadets try to help their team mates! :)







After the games ended, they had their dinner.



And no, I never stand on the bench! Who say one?!





Which was followed by another game. To tap their legs together and walk to the finishing point. Got one part A very cute.
Me: Lol, their leg hair cfm come out one.
Javen: They no leg hair la-_-
Small boy: Me! I got leg hair!! Seeeeeee!
But his leg was super smooth. Hahaha.

We went to seletar for their night walk after the game. Then we had to walk back to school. Very tiring. :(

We slept at four plus,



and woke up at five thirty. Sinlee and I unpitched our tents for the rest of the girls were gone for their mock tests. They came back and helped to fold the tent with the help of Sir Qihao too.









Then the partA/B had lunch. We were sitting at the side, watching them trying to light the solid fuels.



Grew bored.



Process of taking photos:
First attempt.



Second.



Third, unprepared.



Finally.



Sir Qihao and Sinlee.



After lunch, part A/B had drills,



followed by some oriteering stuff. We waited for Kokwee because we wanted to take a group photo. Waited until I fell asleep for twenty minutes.



Please don't mind my sleepy face.



Last photo for this camp.



Left at three with Sinlee.

Happy Birthday Sister. 17/3

Guess whose birthday's on 15March???



No, not his. His is over.


Haha, concentrating so much just to take a photo. Don't you wanna pinch him?

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It's my beloved granny's!



Blowing out the candles.


Cutting the cake.


Daddy &mummy.


That rascal ran when I took out the camera. Too bad, I'm too fast.


Group shot.


I love durian cakes :)


Me &Sister.

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Booking into camp one day earlier = More fun (I guess) Well, I love the camp period. But I hate the time before that, the packing part.

Will update again on 18March or if I'm too tired, 19th.

WHEEEEEE!!!! DELTAS, LET'S GO HAVE FUN X ALOT. :D

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I went to the IT show yesterday with my dad and it was like vivo on 31st Decembers. So blardy crowded. I miss the time when I came to an IT show right after the ndp rehearsals @marina bay. Had so much fun stepping everyone's stupid legs with my boots! Muahahaha~~~

"Everybody's looking for that something. One thing that makes it all complete. You find it in the strangest places, places you never knew it could be. Some find it in the face of their children, some find it in their lover's eyes. Some find it sharing every morning. Some in their solitary lives. You find it in the words of others, a simple line can make you laugh or cry. You find it in the deepest friendship, the kind you cherish all your life. And when you know how much that means, you've found that special thing, you're flying without wings."

Love. That one little four letter word just doesn’t seem to be enough to ever express exactly how we feel. Maybe that is why we spend so much of our time trying to find a way to put it into words, into deeds, into actions.

Love for me is one of the most underrated, misunderstood and overused words in any language.

I hear so many people describe love in so many different ways, and each one of them is absolutely correct, because that is how that particular person feels, but none of them are complete. None of them ever say it all do they? Well for me they don’t.

And some people throw that word around so haphazardly, that I think sometimes, it loses some of it’s meaning. It loses some of it’s power. For me, when someone says, I love you. Wow, that should be the most amazing thing you have ever heard in your life. It should hit you deep inside, and make you realize, wow, someone cares about me. They really really do. We shouldn’t have to ask, 'Do you really? Or are you just saying that to make me feel better? Are you sure you really mean you love me, or do you just like me alot.'

That’s another one. Like is another word that just doesn’t seem to cut it. We need a word for that place in between like and love. When you have feelings for someone that are more than like, but not quite enough to really call it love. Infatuation almost does it.Crush is almost there. But then, those don’t quite make it either, because, they have to do more with romantic type feelings. What about friends that you feel more than like, but not quite love, but it has nothing to do with romance. Maybe there is a word for it.. And I am just not thinking of it right at this moment. But even if there is, it is probably lacking too.

But there I go, getting off track, this is about Love.

I think sometimes, we ask too much of Love. We want too much from it. We want the entire world from it, but somehow it always falls short. Not because it wants to, it’s greatest desire is to please us, to give us every single thing we could ever want or desire. But the fact is, it can’t, it’s only Love. It can only give us what it is, no matter what it would like to do. No matter how much it tries, it is still, only Love and that is all it has to give. When it isn’t able to life up to our expectations, we shove it away, heartbroken. It tries to hold us, to comfort us, but we shove it all the harder, refusing. Dejected, rejected, it moves away, to wait, to hope, ready to rush back in the very moment we beckon. Ready to throw open it’s arms and embrace us once again.

What a gift that is. And yes, it is a gift, freely given. If it is not a gift, if it is not freely given, it is not Love, and yes it really is that simple.

Time, Work, Like, so many other four letter words are so complex. But not Love, it is simply Love, nothing more, nothing less. Simple, beautiful, wonderful, heart wrenching and so many other things.

The fact is, the world will never get enough of stories, movies, ‘silly love songs’, poems, art, literature or anything else dedicated to Love, in all it’s manifestations. Because the world will never ever get enough of Love.

It was real, it was magic
It was calm, it was savage
It was cool as a breeze,
It was warm to the touch
It was never enough,
It was always too much,

It did all the things Love does,
That’s how I knew it was....

The greatest thing you will ever learn, is just to love and be loved in return...


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I know we gta fight for our own happiness, but I don't have that kind of courage yet. I've let someone I really liked slipped through my fingers once, I don't wish for it to happen again.

Damn, that was cheesy.

Rainbow's the (L)
Credits to Eugene.


Wht's with my -_- face?








Went to east coast park yesterday. :) Sinlee, Javen, Alex &I skated while Weizhuang, Ryan and Glen cycled. Went to tampines after that for tempayaki. Cancelled movie due to lack of time. T_T Bussed home with Javen, Alex and Glen.

Glen's next.

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony.

School's my prison. But being in a prison with you sounds tolerable.

Happy birthday to Alex(-:

I had P.E today. Urgh! I am in pain.

p/s I know how to draw nice nice already lor.

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If I knew that these are the last moments to see you, I would say 'I love you'. There is always tomorrow, and life gives us another opportunity to do things right, but in case I am wrong, and today is all that is left to me, I would love to tell you how much I love you & that I will never forget you. Tomorrow is never guaranteed to anyone, young or old.

Because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls me close.
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Went to school on Saturday to accompany Sinlee. (I'm oh-so-nice?) Heh heh. Read eclipse and ate honey stick in the room while waiting for her. We went to mall around 1+ and had a mini lunch. Walked to the gym and spent two hours there. Dad came to fetch me for lunch afterwards.

On Sunday, I went to parkway with my dad. It was raining heavily. Fetched my sis afterthat and we went for lunch. Then we fetched my mum. Bought bubble teaaaaaaa!

I was unexceptionally bored today -_- Well, I'm gonna miss three trainings of NCC due to my dnt course. (TT) Anyway, I know I am driving Weizhuang crazy due to my constant topic of all talks.

I wish there was something inside me, to keep you beside me.

Okay, maybe that wasn't the reason.. Gna check with myself again why I desire you so much.

p/s I think pig's cuter than giraffe :P