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Happy Birthday Amy Saito! Sorry, I got the dates messed up. But still, :)
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School is boring. I am glad that Friday is here again. I can't stand any moment in school these days. I keep feeling as thought there is something I have to do, but I don't know what.

My mind won't rest till it finds out and it irks me so bad. I am positive that there is absolutely nothing left undone. I really hate this feeling!

Sudden craving for scrabbled egg, campbell soup, fried rice and pepperlunch during lesson time just now. 

Nothing's gonna change.

WHAT ABOUT ME? Don't you care about me? :( IT IS NOT FAIR.

Take me to somewhere we can be alone. 

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone. I keep waiting for you but you never come. Is this in my head, I don't know what to think.

I know you don't think that I am trying, I know you're wearing thin down to the core..

Nothing lasts forever. :)

But it's just that, this is the only one I've tried so hard for.... I somehow find that you &I collide? You get along so well with others. Others but me. Why? But what to do? Does it hurt when you think about me and how broken my heart is?

P.S I was writing bull shit for my composition on Friday. The title is 'The incident that made me very happy' or something likethat. How I wish it would really happen? Lin said we have to write something that really happened, but I told Weizhuang 'Lol. I know I'm writing a story.' *Sigh.

I won't cry. :)))))

Not posting anymore. Let my blog rot, I don't care. Tag if you want. Leave if you must. Posting will resume when Marjorie become happy again.

Someday, if ever you love me, you'd say, it's okay.

Today Weizhuang was late!!!! Met Alex and Eugene at 10.30 instead. Bused to the Zoological gardens from Amk hub. :) Weizhuang and I ate our brunch at KFC before we entered the Zoo.

Eugene went around taking photos, Alex kept finding shades and seats, while Weizhuang and I kept walking around. Zoo's such a scammer. If you want to go there, bring your own drink. A bottle of coke costs $3.

Went home around 4.30. Weizhuang and I could not bear to leave the souvenir shop but since Eugene and Alex went out already, we decided not to make them wait for long. Bussed back to amk hub and I bussed home with Eugene.

More nicer and clearer photos are in Eugene's Nikon D60.














Nah lah, give you one animal picture to enjoy.

How can I unlock your heart when you would not give me the key?

I don't wna feel the way that I do,
I just wna be right here with you,
I don't wna see us apart,
I just wna say it straight from my heart,
I miss you

Can you believe that is my Father and Big brother?

Today I camwhored with Joey and Weizhuang in class. Wore my specs too. Joey said I looked smart wearing them. Sani said I look like a geek. Hmm.

NCC after school. Slacked in the room (AGAIN). Javen, Guosheng and Glen were like, 'Wht's the point of coming to training nowadays?' Quite true. After training Javen and I walked Cindy to the 5th lamp post.

P.S I won't be posting often anymore. I want to study!

Will.You.Stay.With.Me,Tnight?

Chicken little isolated Weizhuang and I during maths lesson. Radza is making me do all the shit work for her just because I am her rep. See, this is why I don't bother taking up reps. Joey Ong, this is all your fault! :(

Went to bugis after school with Sinlee and Cindy! Managed to get my specs, but not my bag. Going back next week.

I am turning into a lifeless freak. My life is starting to consist of: Studying to the max. Wow. And that won't end next year. In fact, it will be tougher. So.Worn.Out.

I have ZOOOOOO to look forward to this saturday with my bestie(L) So yea, I will hang in there.

Let's pretend tht I've moved on?:)


Joey rubbing off 'I lie my pants are on fire' from Weizhuang's hand :P


Smelly!


Hiding from the teachers? Hahaha!


Stinky!


Look @Sinlee's dumb pose.

You were a priority, was I an option?

SEEEEE, MY HAIR IS SHORT !#$%^&*@

Okay, I just deleted three paragraph from this post because I felt that they were super meaningless. This is what's meaningful,
True friendship isn't about being inseparable, it's about being separated & nothing changes.

There are up and downs in life, but I can go through them as long as my friends are by my side.

Wait. I want Eugene, Weizhuang, Sinlee, Javen, Glen and Alex particularly. (: Not saying that others aint welcomed, but those six are my will-die-without-them friends.

I wonder what lies ahead in life. Would you be a part of my life in the future? Nah I don't think you will. I am just being stupid here. You have never for once though of me. Never did, and never will.

I know these feelings won't end and they get stronger if I see you again.

English and maths diagnostic test today. Failing maths. I hate chicken little, I miss Mdm Ng. Recess with Weizhuang, Javen and Alex today. Javen helped me to complete my homework! Ncc orientation today. I am tired, I need a long break.

Life is but a movie. Your stage is wherever you go. You are just acting and everyone's staring like it's a show.

Don't leave me tnight, this heart of stone will sing till it dies.

Tag replies, (Sorry I havn't been replying)

sinlee: told u that u would stop tagging me.
I dint stop tagging. :(

WZ: hello... tag u nvr tag me wan
I did okay!

sinlee: why javen no more coming?
Next year he graduate alr ma T.T

WZ: yalah!!! walao eh i like sratching post liddat!!! idiot
Hohoho.

kuku: lolx ya wz for u to scratch
And pinch and bite and etc etc!

WZ: wheee but u will still have me hehe
Hahaha, yeah of course.

Titiny Qwerz™: Don't worry Marjorie... We might be gone from school, but we will be still around... time moves too fast
Sure? You bttr keep your words, don't later MIA in my life. :)

kuku: helo~ lala i'm studying not like someone =)
Erm, how you know I'm not?

kuku: bah~ jia you for ur study =) lolx
Haha, ok I will. You too.

Titiny Qwerz™: hello!! post more so I can stay and read your blog as I listen to the music, cause i like that feeling
Haha, okay. You post more too, love your posts!

kuku: lol wth.. he so emo hahah
Yeah, don't know why either.

sinlee: WEIZHUANG IS SO CUTE IN THE PHOTO HAHAHA LIKE KID!
Lol, he IS a kid.

eugene: its nt up to u to say..hahaha
Hmmm.

Titiny Qwerz™: Now I'm being like you... HELLO!
Hahaha. HELLO!

kuku: update! grrr
I did!!!

sinlee: i knew u would stop tagging me ah!
I dint!!!

kuku: ur hair sux ya. lolx so short. cant even pull! wahaha
Your's no better, I can't pull either!

JoeyO: hello beloved stupid ass. stop emo-ing in class la! sicko.
Hello ass! You than sicko loh, emoing is cool to the max.

sinlee: i dint even realised u cut hair LOL
:(

WZ: Too bad. Then go sue the auntie lah
How to sue? I so nice.




Cindy.


Xiangjing.


Javen.


Weizhuang.


Sinlee.


Don't know where we were looking.


I look so dumb with a beret on my head.


My dearest.



Gerald.


Shifting cutie Shenglun into a nice position to take photo.


Cutie Shenglun +Javen's extra face(eee:P).


Delta girls.


Sinlee, Javen, Joyce, Weizhuang, Me, Shiying.


Favourite photo. FOU

Today I was alternately filled with restless energy that made me unable to complete any work in school, during which time I scratched/talked to Weizhuang or just listen to my songs; and with a lethargy so complete that I could lie on my table for an hour at a time, staring dazedly into space.

Went to HQ with Weizhuang, Sinlee, Cindy and Javen after school. Sinlee emo while we were walking to the interchange. Took 72 with Weizhuang and Javen. Javen &I waited for Weizhuang's bus with him. We even had to look at him while he board the bus. -.- Javen walked me home afterthat.

I don't know, who is the idiot who set their screen saver as you &that person. And everytime they lock their keypad, they stare at the screen and grin happily. And, who is the idiot that got so upset over every nasty things you said, but become extremely happy when you said a mere hi? I wonder who is that idiot who always jump for joy everytime they see you around in school but sulk alot when you are gone. Who?!?!?!?

Next year, I guess I will just have to sit in class, beside Weizhuang of course, and sulk. No more glancing outta the window. No more looking out for somebody. No more knowing that Javen is coming in during recess. No more hi/byeing with Glen &Ryan.

Once there are people that walk into your life, there will be some who walk out. Thanks for those who have always been there for me. Lol. Like, being my scratching pole when I am upset or bored. :P Or just simply letting me pour out everything to you. *Insert big big smile*

My brain is too busy for sleep even though my eyes is stinging and itching with tiredness.



Precious.

I am stuck on this post for so long. Been typing paragraphs, only to press backspace repeatedly.

To hell with Rainbow!!!! Most of them disappeared after the holidays ended. During the holiday, I can smile and talk and take photo with every single one of them. But now? The most we could ever manage is a hi and bye. The least is staring at each other, followed by walking away.

Don't you know that I have really missed you alot? I don't hear your voice
talking to me, I don't see you in front of me anymore. I'm little miss invisible to you. TT

Today really sucked. I hate P.E. I hate Fernandez. He taught us how to breathe today. Fell asleep during the two period of english after P.E and got Lin so worked up. I hate chicken little!! She keeps bugging people to copy down notes. That does not help me to learn at all. I want to sleep. I want to listen to songs.

I know you guys will go 'Hello!? This year you are taking your N level. So stop sleeping and listen in class'

YADAYADA. Shhhh!!!!

One more year, and you guys are gone. I will miss you guys. Life in school without you all sucks. I will cherish whatever time we have together this year. :(

My heart sank a few inches when I realised that I should have been taking the Os this year instead. New principle's engrishs damn powerderful. Definitely getting a A1 for my Dnt. 

CHEEBYE LAH.

I am fuming right now. Fucking auntie went to cut my hair until like shit? Urgh! I told her 'Cut thin' ONLY! And when I am done, MY HAIR IS LIKE FUCKING SHORT? NARBEI. And, IT'S NOT EVEN THIN. CHEEEBYE AUNTIE. FUCK YOU. HOW DO I GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW? TT

Ok, enough with the rantings. Hmm. Today I went to chinatown with my family. It stinks there.

TT Hair, pls be nice and grow fast.

SUCKED.

(Click on the above picture. So cute uh, this pic)


2008 have been pretty fast. In a blink of eye, it's 2009. It is a strange thing, but when you are dreading something, and would give anything to slow down time, it has a disobliging habit of speeding up. School is starting tomorrow.

I went to countdown to the new year with Sinlee, Alex, Weizhuang and Ryan. Javen &Glen went home at 5.30P.M. This year's countdown is not fun. There was no '5, 4, 3, 2, 1' There were only screams and shouts.

Happy new year to everyone. Hope your year 2009 will be better than 2008's. N level, here I come!