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I was mugging for chemistry &mathematics till one in the morning. Couldn't really get to sleep, just tossed &turned. Both paper were.. I couldn't describe it. Easy? Difficult? Hmm.

Psped with Amy all the way till maths lesson. Played taiti with Joyce, Weizhuang &Lionel. After maths Weizhuang, Juan &I went to point to buy the birthday cake for Nicole &Shiying. Which means, I skipped the last period of English. Juan kept freaking out, claiming that it was his first time skipping lessons. Weizhuang said it was his first time too.

Juan kept refusing to let me hold the cake, so I stepped on his feet. Weizhuang told me to stop sulking but I wasn't, was I? /: Walked back to school &Juan pleaded us not to jay-walk.

After singing birthday song for the two birthday girls, Shiying left hurriedly. Cut cake &ate. Weekiat wished Weizhuang a happy birthday, not knowing who we were celebrating for. Nicole &Joyce left too. Cleaned up, &left with Xiangjing and Elaine.

I'm not your priority anymore. She is. I miss you btf.

Boy, I love to shout with you.:) You don't even know how very special you are.




Don't know why but, I like this photo so much.

Kay, bye. I gta go &mug very hard for my CME papers tomorrow. It's such a important subject. Hah!

I couldn't resist blogging! I finally wrote a decent composition for SS questions. :) A page &3 lines for question one (14marks) &three quarter page for question two (16marks). Heh. Btw Sani is my nephew, I don't know why either.

English paper was kinda difficult, but I think I can scrape through. I love whacking people with my lanyard. Pssst I'm not crazy.

Tictacs for SS &English. Lollipops for Physics & Chinese. Mentos for Chemistry &Mathematics. Please don't steal my sweet for the day, lol.

It's so unfair. You're just there, infront of me. Yet I can only see but not take.

My phone was dropped cruelly in the grounds of TP on 24th of July but it survived. :)
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Today, went to balestiar with dad in search of a fan shop but we couldn't find it. I think all strangers smell bad. Lol. I don't know why, I just think ALL strangers smell bad. :X &I get freaked out when I get missed call from unknown numbers. I'm afraid of strangers? I don't think so.

I'm sorry for the lack of concern, but I assure you it will continue.
Social studies &English papers tomorrow. Won't be blogging till Friday. Miss me when I'm gone.

Today I finally could enjoy the weekends like every other student in Singapore. &So I painted my dnt artefact. It's so cute!!!! Bought a new lanyard yesterday too. Me like alot:) Hahas.

I'm sorry.

Chinese, DNT x2, Chinese x2, Recess, English x2, Maths, SS x2.

I AM LOVING DNT LESSONS MORE &MORE.

Recess with Sinlee, Nicole, Weizhuang &(Insert name). I don't know his name! Taught Sinlee chemistry. :) Then Nicole played the game on my handphone, while the four of us struck a conversation. Smelly &Brown. LOL:x

After school waited for Sinlee outside her class. Went to F&N room to collect the kit kats that we needed to sell, and went to distribute them to partC fellows. Sinlee spent $6.10 today, Alex has sexy lips, &WeiZhuang's a life guard! :O I bet you didn't know.

Bussed to hougang mall to meet sis &dined at kfc. Home afterwards.

Oh my god. I really hate people who blast their music especially in busses, trains etc. Shit faces! &The worse is, their music taste sucks. Omgomgomg. While bussing to hougang mall earlier, three short pants (either lower sec or pri school) nerd faces guys boarded the bus, one holding a handphone blasting music. I glare at him while he passed me, &he look terrified but continued with the blasting! SHIT FACE.

Tomorrow is the worse day of the week. 2.4KM + 2periods of Chemistry + 2periods of Physics. God. Friday come faster! My 4periods of DNT:)



Amy says I look stupid with Sinlee's lanyard. :(


MY DNT ARTEFACT. I'm so proud of it, I went around showing everyone this picture. Lol. :X That guy's hands are not fixed yet. Neither is the box. If you are seeing a Black knight(jet), a army guy with no arms, &a rifle, you are seeing right! HOHOHOHOHO.

Today we had a open book test for Chemistry early in the morning. Letter writing for Chinese, then two periods of maths. I realised that I have not been paying attention to maths nowadays. What's with storybooks &earpiece/hp, I'm easily distracted. I've forgotten all about TOA, CAH, SOH! :(

After recess had one period of English before we proceeded to the hall for the racial harmony day celebrations. I did not even know that today was racial harmony day before I saw students in costumes walking around.

Returned to class for music. I love this year's ndp song, Shine for Singapore. It's so nice I went to download the song. &The guy in the mtv very shuai! Not Hady DUH.

I gta buck up. Exams are a week away. I gta do well.




Look at my cute rabbit sticker.

Hello, Happy Birthday Mummy.

Went to Ndp yesterday. That was the third NE show I survived. Thas was the first time I was dreaming in a show. The new commander was not very good.

Stood next to Sinlee during the parade. :) That was a nice feeling, rather than standing next to some stupid stranger. Realised that the scene where all the singaporeans waved the flags were so pretty.

HS &Bowling ball stagged a war after NE3 show ended. Bowling ball was really disgusting.

Met up with Dad &Mum after the casing of ceremony ended. Went to change and shopped around. Then we went to hougang mall for KFC while waiting for sis to knock off. Home after.

Just one more week to exams, &three more weeks to the actual day. :)

Three of my favourite contigent. But they weren't taken yesterday.




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I slipped, and I don't know where to go.

Today &the day before, I went to school with a headache. Don't know why either. Guess I just think too much. So today I went home during recess. Sis came to pick me up.

DNT tomorrow! :) I'm so excited!

By the way mum told me that in Japan, someone got blind because she wore coloured contacts. Apparantly the colours faded into her eyes, thus causing her blindness. Yuck. Anyway I have to mantain my eyesight. &What if suay suay I out of 100,00,000 people get blinded because of the contacts? Nonono.

I wna be a pilot one leh!

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I don't have 'hi' *waves* from you every morning anymore. You don't wna message me anymore too. &The other you don't bother replying my messages anymore. I'm like a man without a soul.

Used to have everything. Now I'm left with nothing.
Maybe we're better off this way?

&Joey nothing to do again *roar* :

I remembered there was once you told me to wear a green shirt out because the next day, we had a day out with cliques. You said you would be wearing a green shirt too. I asked you why, you replied you didn't know. But I do.

But now, you don't even give a fuck. I think you don't even store my number. I think the past is all erased from your brain. Great. You moved on. &I swear I will never ask you out again. Every failed attempt just makes me think that you are avoiding me.

She's got her. She's got him.
Me?
I've got neither her nor him, anymore.

I guess the past (four) will/might return. But she will be in my place instead.

No, I don't hate her. I do like her alot. Seriously. I just envy and wonder.

It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart. No matter what, you'll always be in my heart. I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care. I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes. Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying.

This will be the last post I will ever blog about you.

I act like Shit, don't blame me. Inside it drives me crazy.
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NDP TODAY! Met up with Sinlee, Xiangjing, Joyce, Nicole &Shiying in school.

I still like those face painted, longfold, &camo helmets people! Because they look so coooooool. I like Red berets &number one too. They look sooooooo smart. :) I want to be a pilot. I wanted to be one since secondary one. But I abandoned my dreams because I was indecisive. Now I wna be a pilot again!

&Wow. Many people in the Ncc ndp contigent 2008 is asking about my marksman badge. *Act proud* Hahaha. Joking! But I'm happy. And I made friends with Jasmine from beatty sec today. I brought home Kfc, two packets of potato chips &two ice pop.

Don't know why they distributed so many freebies today. :o I want tickets for NE/preview/NDP !!!! Damn.

LEG SIBEH ACHE. :(

TIRED &WORN OUT.

I hate my blogskin. I swear that I will change it before Monday. (I hope?) /:

Ndp tomorrow. The weekends are finally here. I thought it would not come.

Eugene Lee ah. Go de-stresssssssss. :) &Smile!

It's just your wishful thinking lor, fucker.
I can't stand seeing you with her(s).

Today I was late for school. I think I switched off my alarm the day before or something. Had temperature taking this morning. I told Sani my temperature was 37.6 but he doesn't believe. :( Well, fine. My temperature was 37.0.

Went to PE after that. I did 31 sit ups. This year could not cheat at all. Next week there will be the 2.4Km run. After PE had two free periods because Neo did not come! :) Geography followed by recess. Recess with Esther &Amy today in 3E2.

Physics lessons was after recess. Chong is damn rude. He just took my handphone lying on my table &started to use it. Obviously I snatched took it back. Video called with Sinlee during maths lesson. Make me laugh! Video called with Sister too. Mdm Ng thought I was watching porn. -.- I don't watch porn, for goodness' sake!

Home after maths lesson with Amy.

I can't tell you that I care because............... I DON'T!

http://www.loves-indulgence.blogspot.com/
Brenny's! :)




That Elmo is Sinlee's.


This Elmo is Chua's.

ERNIE'S MINE.

Hello people. I am at Suntec mac now. Sis &I walked for hours and hours and now my legs are aching. :( My Ernie's hair is fizzy! Due to this morning's rain. It got wet, &I went to blow dry it.

Shall update more when I get home.

(Updated!)
Today, I went home after school. Sister called &asked if I wanted to go down to bugis with her. So I bathed, and bussed down to tampines to meet up with her. She was late! I bought a Oreo mcflurry. I'm starting to LOVE it very much. :)

Sis came shortly. We trained to bugis &walked to this stamp making shop for mum wants to make a stamp. Then we walked to brass plaza, and walked to shaw towers, and walked to suntec city.

Trained down to Kovan to meet dad &fetch mum from work. Dad drove us to Kopitiam city to have our dinner! I love Kopitiam city. Lol. Seriouslyyyyy!

Yesterday went to Kopitiam City. Lol. Went to hougang mall after eating to fetch sister.





Today I was pretty bored in class, &cold too. So I decided to play with video calls! Video called Amy who was just beside me. Then video called sis while she was sleeping. I woke her up! No wonder her hair was like BOOM. Next I video called WeiZhuang but no picture came out.

After recess, Weizhuang video called me. Don't know why I can't video call him, yet he can video call me. Okay, so we video called for 10minutes plus. So cool. He was just behind me. :)






Actually I did not intend to attend training after school, due to my stomachache. Yet after school it feels as though I did not had stomachache. So I went. I was looking forward to it! Ends up only 6part Bs attended. Like wtf? 9 specialist and only 6cadet. :O

But I like them. I only like these 6 of them. No, I mean 5. Cause that malay guy disrespect. I was teaching them one to five in malay, and he was the IC that moment. Guess what he said? He waved a hand at me &said 'Aiya, don't care her la.'

CB. Got play time, got serious time.

Kay. I understood how Leon felt that time,
Leon: In file can fidget ar!
Me: Can!
Leon: Who said that!
(I raised hand)

Omfg. I feel so xialan/guailan all rolled into one. :( I understand now!



After training, went to buy key chain! I wanted to buy the cookie monster keychain, but it was out of stock. So I got ernie &Sinlee got elmo.

I went to NDP on Saturday! &I screwed up. On the actual parade, I couldn't close my umbrella in time. -.- Went to eat with Sinlee, Joyce, Donovan, Jesslyn, Joyce's maid &Grandmother after that. :O Then Sinlee &I trained. She alighted at kovan while I alighted at Hougang. Met sis &bussed home.

Went to meet up with Sinlee, Joyce &Donovan to study on Sunday at kovan. Weiguang actually agreed to accompany me to city hall to meet hawk three. Yet he went to play bball. Left kovan pretty soon to meet up with dad &we went to great grandfather's house. I taught my cousin how to feed the fishes. Laugh out loud.

&Today? I stayed at home the whole day. Oh by the way, happy belated youth day to YOUTH. Lol. Going to kopitiam city soon with Dad &mum for dinner.

Ciao:)


PartCCCCCCCC girls!


Nicole's coneless Ice-Cream.


I love ndp's soya bean. :)


With Donovan &Jesslyn.



Lao ah pek who plays chess. Hahas. Do you remember? I'm the lao ah mah. :x
Then sometimes, you'd call me CAL thus I'll call you CAB.
I really miss you. x3
I miss those ILY. I miss those Muacks.
Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you.

This photo looks kinda empty without Mr Lim. ):

HS NCC. :)
is a cca I never regretted joining. I have 215 photos of it since Secondary one. It has given me so much wonderful memories. I can smile at every 215 photo, for each of them presents a different memory. Part A camp, annual camp, camp feast, our part A camp o8, spec course, ncc day parades, speech day parades. :)

It's like watching everyone in part C grow up, comparing those baby faces in 2006 &their faces now.

Hs ncc made me realise that so many people care about me. :) Without Hsncc, I wouldn't have sucha wonderful bestfriend called Sinlee! She always bring peace. Thanks for spring talk. :)
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Today had four periods of DNT in the computer lab. I want army action figures! :) Anyway I could not find Sinlee after my DNT so I went down to recess with Weizhuang. But I found her soon.

Youth day concert was so short. ): Why can't it have more performances? After school went to point with Sinlee, Cindy, Joyce &Nicole. Kay, I don't know what happened between them.

Went home and bathed. Sis called so I bussed down to compass to meet up with her. She went to cut her hair, then we ate and went home. She left shortly for she has this job training.

KAY, I QUIT. I GIVE UP. I WISH I FELT NOTHING_l_

Today I went for PE &just past those few napfa stations. Then I skipped 2 periods of chemistry with Cindy by walking around the school. Walked past his class, yet he was nowhere to be seen. ): Did workbook during geog.

Recess with Cindy today. Tomorrow it'll be with Sinlee &Friends. :) During phsics, I did the questions in physics textbook &checked the board for the answer after I've done with them. After the bell rang for maths, I was still doing the last question. &It was a double period physics. -.-

Went for maths &learned curved graph. During English, I went to minimart with Cindy. Went back to school to take a packet of kit kat each to sell &to order NCC photo! ME LIKE! WeiZhuang &I then rushed to the library for our Scrabbles competition.

First round, I played with Alex, Glen, &Haziq. Haziq extra, cause he is the only one is the table not from NCC. Weizhuang's first round was with Nicole, Ryan &a scouts. That scouts also extra. ;x Second round was with Wayne, Mustafa &some guy. Scrabbles suck.

Hawk Three outing this Sunday. Argh. Don't know if Jinyi will go. Qize, please reply message/answer the calls?!

See somehow I can't forget you,
After all that we've been throngh.
I have this strong feeling of jealously. We ask you out, you keep having excuses not to go. She ask you out, you fly there. Is it me or are you really avoiding us, avoiding the past?

Cause in my heart was a picture of us.

(I know my drawing skill suck, but I need no comments for this okay.)
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Today, we had to design a toy in Dnt lessons. I like! We had maths test today too. I copied some questions from Joyce, while some were done by myself. After school I went to meet up with Cindy at point.

I accompanied her to check for her eye degree and she accompanied me to buy food home. Walked to pasa malum. Cindy left to meet Sinlee while I went home. I'll bring Sinlee to pasa malum tomorrow. :)

I hope you'll be back..
Time can't erase a feeling this strong

Today is NCC day! Surprisingly, I did not feel tired or restless at all during the parade. &Ncc trainings after school was cancelled, because no one fell out. During recess, we sold Ice-creams, kitkat &cereal chocolate.

Sinlee &I were incharge of scooping the ice-creams! I know I did a terrible job. During maths, I fell asleep because I was emo! After school we resumed selling ice creams. Well, guess what? Our cereal choclate were ALL SOLD OUT. :)

Had winter/spring talk too. Blah. To Joyce Lo &Nicole Chew: Sorry!

Went to green and had long johns. Weiguang was emoing all along, then he suddenly went off. I don't know why, I just feel so unregarded. Like, my efforts were not appreciated or something. Kay, whatever.

&Suddenly, I got insane.

It's hard to forget someone important. It's unexceptionally difficult to forget someone whom you've had 4months of memory with. Not an official gbr though. I miss you. I just do. I can't forget you. You're stuck in my head. Can we turn back time?

My favourite people on earth:


Hello PartC girls. We've been through thick &thin for 3 years already. I hope we'll stay this way always. I love you girls!


CLTs!



See how cute Weizhuang is behind! :)


You'll always be my Dagege.:)


My Bestfriend.


My Bestest friend!!!!!!!!!!!


My 2nd Bestest friend!!!!!


Goodfriend of mine.


My Brotherrrrr.


My Bestfriend.


My Senior.