Went to catch Kungfu panda on friday. It was not bad for a cartoon movie. Actually I wanted to go down to wisma to repair my phone, but suddenly my phone got well again. So Sis brought me to TP for she has some work to do, then we bussed home &changed bus to amk hub.
Yesterday, I skipped Ndp rehearsals with Sinlee. Dad was dissapointed. Well, if they'd still want me back I'll jolly well go for the next rehearsal.
Couldn't meet up with Sinlee &Co today because I was grounded. ): Well, I went to expo &imm with mum and dad today. We stopped by at great grandfather's house too. Then we went to hougang mall to fetch sister &to shop for more junk food!
The feeling's back to haunt me.
Will you say hello again, Or will you turn your back on me?
I wanted you, now I want you again.
by Marj
Thursday, June 26, 2008 @6:01 PM
Cause you're not here with me.
Had my height &weight taken today. I grew taller &lost weight. :) I almost dozed off during chemistry lessons, but I refrain myself from doing so. I concentrated on what Neo was teaching. After recess was Physics. I did every questions told to do. During Maths lesson, I listened &did work too.
I'm a good girl but it won't be only for today!
Stomachache since P.E. Rushed home after maths lesson with Amy. Lin was not in school today for our last period anyway. My whole class left, except for a single digit amount of people.
Tomorrow : Rehearsal for Ncc day &Movie with Sis!
You said goodbye, I fell apart.
by Marj
Wednesday, June 25, 2008 @9:42 PM
Shrink the world tonight.
I have been attentive during lessons, I swear. I am grounded after school. So don't ask me out unless it is important.
Today when I was going home, I walked the same route as Sinlee. She actually could make me laugh real laughters. Wow power. *Thumbs up* :)
Can't make up my mind.
ByJoeyOng.
by Marj
Monday, June 23, 2008 @6:27 PM
I'll walk a thousand miles.
School was....... so boring. Had to endure a period of Khoo's talking. Anyway, we have another form teacher called Lin. I don't like her. During the third period, I was trying to doze off but Chua's voice was extremely loud so it kept me awake.
Had maths for the fourth &fifth period. MdmNg was teaching a new topic but instead of studying/listening, I was in my lala land listening to music. Recess. Then we had two period of english. Listened to music all the way till assembly.
After school went to point for KFC with Sinlee, Cindy, Nicole &Joyce. I saw Gordon goodfriend there!
If you wna talk, you can call..
by Marj
Sunday, June 22, 2008 @7:35 PM
Everybody wants to know his name.
Went to amoy quee to report for ndp rehearsals yesterday &the SAF guards were super fierce. They banned a west CLT from going into camp on his promotion day I think. He looked as though he would like to burst into tears.
Cindy, Shiying, Sinlee, WT &I became reserve because we missed more than 3trainings. Not nice. Not nice at all. Cindy &I were practically slacking throughout the whole day. ShiYing replaced someone who fall out.
Sinlee? She did not come. ):
I feel super sucky watching them march into the stadium. I only have myself to blame. Lunch &Dinner sucked. After rehearsals, I took the bus back to yiochukang because I forgotten to bring my wallet thus I have no ez-link card. Sister came to meet me just to bus home with me. :)
Chatted on the phone with Eugene till 1. He sucks. He said ____________ in the middle of the night(morning?).
Today, I went to compass with my dad.
12more hours to school. Why does it feels like a new school term instead?
I super love number one + red beret &number four long fold + face paint + camo helmet. :) Next time my future boyf gotta wear those. Surely will because of NS. butfornow,S.Ualsonotbadla..;/
by Marj
Friday, June 20, 2008 @12:00 AM
Anti-Hongster?
Hello peopleeeeee. :)
I really want to say that I really hate people who go 'I hate hongsters', 'Eee hongsters get away', 'Hongsters sucks'. I mean everyone flirt right!?! Don't tell me you never flirt before? Those people who type those 'I hate hongsters', 'Hongsters sucks' thing most probably wants to tell us:
1)Hello. I am super pure. I have never flirt before &I really hate hongster. You can only flirt with me if you love me!!!
2)I super hate hongsters because they snatch away people that I want to flirt. So I hate them so much.
Well. Instead of spending so much time anti-hongstering, I suggest you spend your time on anti-ahbenging!
Simply laugh out loud. What do you think?
Anyway, I'll be out with Sis later on. I'll update. (EDITED) -
Today, I cooked breakfast for my sister! We trained to tanjong pagar for sis' interview and reached there around 2.30. Then we trained to Ang mo kio for KFC. After lunch we visited grandmother.
I HATE MY GRANDMOTHER'S MAID &MY THIRD UNCLE'S WIFE. THEY BULLY MY GRANDMOTHER._l_
by Marj
Thursday, June 19, 2008 @10:08 PM
You and me and one spotlight.
When I closed my room door yesterday, I saw:
Dad says that I have been eating in the room. Yes, I admit. But I don't hide behind my door, at the corner, eating right! So pissed. Like wtf man. They come my room for gathering? So I took the vacuum and sucked them all away. Guess what? After 5minutes some ants still returned. Although the amount is not as much as shown in the picture, it is still around 1/2 if it! So I poured water all around the corner, praying for them to go away. (I prayed the mosquitoes will not come and breed too) And to my delight, there was not a single ant there at all for whole day today. :)
And this morning, I have been woken up twice. First by Weiguang's call at around 10+, then by Sinlee's message around 12+. Sinlee asked me out to Bugis. So I woke up, ate my 'breakfast', bathed and rushed down to meet Sinlee.
She bought me a lollipop! :) Trained down to outram, and switched lines to train to bugis. We shopped until out legs ache. Haha. Shiok la! But my make-up smudged. I have a tendency to rub my eyes. I don't know why! So I did. I rubbed my eyes. &My eyeliner smudged. _l_
Sinlee was like 'Wahh' *shocked face*. Hahas. But of course the smart me solved everything. Continued shopping! Today is a happy day. :DDD Bought hairclips before bussing home. On the bus, I was damn frustrated.
Two stupid ahbengs sitting behind us damn fuck. First, they blast their stupid songs. They simply tortured the whole upper deck of the bus' passenger ears. _l_ Their taste in songs simple sucked! First song was, what stupid chinese opera song? Aiya. All the songs also old old chinese songs. -.- &I thought ahbengs are trendy? LOL. I thought wrong man!
Secondly, they have vulgarities in their every sentence. &They were talking so loudly, they were shouting. Kids ahhhh, this is not your grandpa's bus ok! Thirdly, they have no backbone. Because they were sitting so lowly in their seats, they have to dig their knees infront of them. And Sinlee &I were in front of them! Poor us. Haha. I am guity of them at times too. But they were in the wrong because WE were the ones in front of them! If they were any old hag I wouldn't care much. Ooops.
Well, I could fill a whole book about why I hate ahbengs. -.-
Okay anyway back to the topic, Sinlee bought more stuffs than me today! She bought two bags, two shirt, one clip and a belt. I only bought three shirt and two clip. :) I love it!
We've been through so much quarrel to today. Our current relationship is even better than the past. Dear bestfriend, I love you.:)
by Marj
Monday, June 16, 2008 @11:32 PM
This is when I start to bite my nails.
Comments are all replied. =)
PEOPLE, I have a hawk three outing this coming Wednesday. Should I go? But only 5 out of 30+ are going. So should I should I should I? :O
Pssst, I fried curry puffs today. I love to fry food! :D
Random : I would really love to grow up quickly, get married &get myself a kid. (Or two.) Kids are so adorableeeee! Haha. I am thinking too far ahead, but kids are really adorable. =)
by Marj
Sunday, June 15, 2008 @12:30 AM
Smile an everlasting smile.
Saturday, I went for NDP rehearsals @marina bay! I love the way they 'watered' us like as if we were flowers. Lol. I fell out after few rehearsals because I felt a little nausea and giddy. Two other girls fell out too.
They brought us to the medical place thing and we took our temperature. Mine was 37.5 so I had to retake after five minutes. Temperature increased to 37.6 so they gave me flu medicine because I had flu the day before &that morning. Hahas.
After rehearsals, Sinlee, Joyce, Shiying, Nicole &I went to marina square to walk around. Xiangjing's sister came to fetch her. Sinlee waited half an hour for a milk tea, only to throw it away before finishing it. Aiyoh.
The girls left, so I went to suntec to look for my dad. After the girls left, everyone seem to be staring at me? _l_ I hate chao ah bengs &chao ah lians. Fuck. Omg. I'm so scared of you hooligans. -.-
STOP STARING AT ME! NEVER SEE NCC KIA BEFORE?
Ok, continue with meeting my dad. Gave him a little attitude because I was extremely unhappy due to all those hooligans who stop &stare. -.- And some even shout what shit comments? I was really upset until I almost cried. I was thinking 'What's wrong with wearing NCC uniform? _l_'
But I cheered up after some time because we went to the PC show. It was crowded in there, and I can step on people's toe with my very cute boots to vent my anger! I bet it'll hurt. I still remembered that I accidentally stepped on ma'am toes when I was a part A attending my part A camp. I was so part A-lish that I digged my boots hard even when I was walking. LOL.
Sunday, Dad &I went to to change his car's battery. I sat in the car to wait for the battery to be changed, and I sweat like abcdefg. Almost went to great grandfather's house but we didn't because I whineeeed. :x
So we went to Ikea instead! After that we went to hougang mall to fetch my sister before heading home. :)
Daddy Happy Fathers' Day!:)
Tried to talk but the words are just not there..
by Marj
Friday, June 13, 2008 @11:30 PM
There's no easy way to say goodbye.
It' Friday 13TH !
Yayness, boohoo I ain't going for the Endau Rompin. I was too late, and HQ says that all the places are filled up. :) :( Luckily Ma'am messaged me before I stepped out of the house for my medical check up.
Okay. Back to yesterday. I went to TP with my sister because she wanted to sew a shirt for my dad. So I sat in the sewing room for god knows how long. After she was done, (finally!) we bussed to boon keng and took a bus to bugis.
Super exhausting due to traffic jam. Was nodding off during the bus ride and would accidentally fall sideways sometimes at this stupid indian woman sitting beside me. And she would go 'tsk' &I would go 'tsk' back louder than her. ^^
We walked around bugis and decided to walk to clark quay. So we did. Snacked at burger king before training to kovan to meet mum &dad.
Today, I went back to school to help out in the ncc room. Pictures would be available here .:) After that, I went to hougang mall with Sinlee &Xiangjing. Met up with Weiguang. Went to the arcade and played this match maker thing. We put : Weiguang (Girl) &Donovan (Boy). Guess what? They're a couple that will make everyone jealous! HAHA.
A funny bouncy senario happened outside the shop beside the arcade. Erhem.. Around 1, Xiangjing left &we bussed to changi airport!
Sinlee went to meet Cherie &co while I went to explore terminal 3 with Weiguang. Around 3+, we headed home. Sinlee took the bus while Weiguang &I took the train. Well, it's been proven. Bus is faster by 3minutes. xD Psssssst, I just spilled my yakult on my bedroom floor. Please don't tell mummy about this.
by Marj
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 @10:20 PM
I got lost in the blink of an eye.
We painted the Ncc room today. Doesn't it look nice ? :)
Going for Endau Rompin National Park Adventure Training this coming Saturday with WeiZhuang, Alex &Ryan. Well, I have to report at 7Pm, then we'll go to Johor the next day via 2nd link at 7.30Am. I have mixed feeling about this. :X
I'm afraid that I will be the only girl, because usually girls would not be interested for stuffs like this right ? I also don't know why suddenly I said that I would go, after knowing that I will be the only girl. Siao gina! I don't want to bath &sleep alone lor ! ):
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by Marj
Monday, June 9, 2008 @11:01 PM
Cause you keep me coming back for more.
PLEASE DON'T STOP COMMENTING!
Hello Hawk Three I MISS YOU ALL ): Pretty please give me a platoon outing soon. Pretty pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
On saturday I went to school for dance practice. Most of us girls missed ndp rehearsals (again) but who cares? Danced till I was sweaty. Went for scouts campfire @night. Well, I screwed up the dance. Really.
&guess what? I miss you.
by Marj
Friday, June 6, 2008 @6:55 PM
Nothing lasts forever.
Happy Birthday Grandmother! :)
I think I am starting to miss spec course. -.- Today I kept thinking things like, 'Eh. 12 alr leh. If I were still at spec course, it would be lunch!' 'If I were still at spec, it would be dinner at 7 later!' 'Lights out at 10.45 if I were still at specs.'
&I'm not used to the silence at home. I miss hawk three's stupid noises. I'm not used to watching tv and idling around. I miss the tough trainings. I'm not used to maggi. I miss the packet food and the packet of drinks. Roar. During the training, I thought I could not take it. I thought I would fall out. I thought I would definitely hate it and not miss it. I pinned for home. But now I miss hawk three. I miss our training shed. (:
I am dreamy. I can't concentrate properly. I keep typing the wrong words. I can't think straight.
Do you know during my spec course nights, I lay in my bed staring at the grey ceiling thinking about you? Tomorrow I will finally get to see you. x/3
by Marj
Thursday, June 5, 2008 @11:28 PM
It was a lie when they said you won't feel a thing.
Went to spec course from Monday to Thursday. I am in Hawk Three with Javen. My PC is Sir Aaron, &my APCs are Sir Edin &Sir Eric. I respect them alot. :D And I only made friends on the third day. Zzz. I also don't know why.
Most of the people in my platoon were pretty nice. On my first and second day, I was either alone or with Javen. On my third &fourth day, I was with Pei Hwa except Jian Zhi. Anyway, I screwed up my Footdrill, IFC &Trainfire mutuals. ):
&I enjoy the times at night with Sinlee &Cindy. I even read Sinlee the story of Three little pigs on the last night! I did edit the story a little bit. Hahas.
PC Sir Aaron made my platoon do chin ups/incline pull up when the rest of them were waiting for dinner. He pumped us &scolded us with vulgarities. Our group damn ZAI lah.
During the last day, I didn't even have the 'Yay I'm going home!' feeling. Instead, I have a 'Later at night still going back to bunk sleep, tomorrow still have trainings.' feeling. /: Learned about other rifles. SAR21 &SAW are super chio!
HS did push ups for celebration when spec course ended, but were stopped by CLTs. ): Sinlee, GuoSheng, Gerald &I kept singing 'If I were..' & the specialist song loudly in the bus. I think Cedar &SCGS were annoyed but who cares?
Sinlee, Cindy, Gerald, Sir Eugene, Sir ChunHan, Mam Jiali, Sir ZX Chun &I went to vivo city for burger king. Sinlee, Cindy &I keep hearing things like commands being shouted, boots being stomped etc. Creepy! Chatted with Sirs &Mam too.
Rank is just a piece of cloth......
3rd Sergeant...
You know, when people tell me like 'Rank is not that important, blah..' I felt like crying instead of feeling comforted and a little happier.
I miss Sir Aaron, Sir Edin, Sir Eric, and hawk two. Super love them. :D Our theme song is, Barney's song! Lol.
(I've been told to let it go.)
by Marj
Sunday, June 1, 2008 @9:05 PM
Who put the weight of the world on my shoulder?
Yesterday had Ndp rehearsals. It was tiring. After training dad brought me to beach road, then to kovan. Everyone was staring again. -.- Then there was this two guys damn fucked up. One was like 'Good morning mam' to the other guy within my sight then they giggled. Was suppressing for Dad was infront of me but I couldn't resist so I turned around and said fuck la. Dad then became O_o
Well, they are jealous because I am special !
Tomorrow is my Spec course! I'll be back on Thursday. I'm nervous/scared/irritated/frustrated/sad/flustered all rolled into one. How? What if I f* screw up? I bet I will. No! I have to believe in myself. I bet I'll do perfectly fine. /: Sigh.
Bag not packed. Trainfire mutuals not done. Unsure of what to do or write.
Why won't you talk to me?
On the way to Nee Soon camp.
These stupid YES.I.SUCK.SCHOOL bitches once more angered me. They are like..... so bitchy!? The left one was looking around. &Suddenly don't know why, she turned around and saw Sinlee lying on Xiangjing lying on Joyce lying on Nicole. Then she giggled and decided to share the news with the right one, so she tapped, whispered into her ear, and the both of them turned back. Giggled giggled giggled, while Cindy &I were staring at them. Turned from sinlee, to cindy, to me. Stared. Stared back. Fucker.