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Sinlee bought Cindy &I ice-creams.(: Cleaned NCC room today. Well, partly. Sinlee was packing stuffs, until 'AHHHHHHH!' A lizard corpse appeared. Dead, but still preserved. I wonder how many years it hidden in ncc room, dead.

Then, we got pretty bored. So bored, that I took down NCC room's monopoly &started playing it by myself. -.- Spec course lesson today with Sir Eugene &Sir Aliff. Totally no mood. Point with Sinlee, Cindy, &Nicole after lessons. Bought padlocks.

It's funny when you think it's gonna work out, till you find out that it won't.

Don't know what to say.

10Days w/o you. Pinning to see your face. /:

Yesterday I went to make my IC! Dad &I went to have our photo taken at the last minute. He needs to renew his passport. After that, we went to Expo for the popular bookfair. I bought a stupid game there which lags up my computor. So, I have not even tried that game yet. ZZZ!

Today, I went to change my everlast watch because I bought a black one yesterday &I decided that I didn't like the colour. So after a long period of deciding, I changed to blue. :D Sister bought me a m2 2gb memory card too!

Yayness. (My invented word. So if anyone uses yayness you will know that he/she is copying me!) Laugh out loud.

Loves,

Hello. Yesterday was my last day at work. Lol. Yes I quited. Don't ask me why though. It's an extremely looooong story. After work, which was 10Pm, dad brought me to his dad's brother's funeral. Which was my.. don't know who. :X

I had NEVER saw my grandfather's side before. During chinese new years, blah blah, I only went to my grandmother's side. So everyone there was like.. O_o??? My uncle came and gave me a packet of sweet. I suspected it was because the sweet was not nice, that's why he gave it to me. Lol. Seriously!

Left the funeral after eating. Then we went to my grandparents(dad's side) house for 10minutes before leaving for home. Bathed and slept.

Today, I was at home the whole day watching television. I am so glad the holidays are here. I need a break.(: Tomorrow my mum is bringing me to make my IC. Yey.

Didn't think I'll miss you that much...


Atrocious orange nails.


I wanted to draw all the UG in hougang sec. But I realised I only know how to draw Ncc &Scout uniform. -_-


:)


Me: Wlao. Dad, why you show retarded face again.
Dad: (Hesitated.) Is your phone camera not good lor.

Today,



Me &my stupid sister.

Met up with part C girls in mac at 7. Sinlee, Cindy & I decided not to go for ndp rehearsals. :P So we walked to school for trainings. I told Sinlee &Cindy to pretend that we were kicked out of ndp.

We walked to the canteens with 'sad' faces. And as expected, the partC guys were staring at us.
Weizhuang: Why are you're here? I though your having ndp?
Me: Aiya. Don't talk about it alr. We were kicked out..
Ryan: Huh? What happened?
Me: Nothing luh.
Ryan: If you all don't tell us, we'll assume that you guys were kicked out because your drills were bad.

Lol. I forgot the rest of the conversations. Sirs then came. Three of us slacked in the room. I was pretty upset. Don't ask why. Nothing to do with the girls la! :) We planned loads of stuff. Then the three of us started playing cheat, and the players started to increase.

I forgot what happened when suddenly Sir Eugene asked all the part Cs to fall in in the parade square. &, he wanted us to show him CNC. ._. Everyone was preparing to go home when... 'Show me your CNC' After seven of us finished, we were free to go! Went to point mac to drink, while Sinlee &Cindy ate. Home afterwards. :D

.
I first met you on 3rd Oct. I had a good impression of you on 8th Oct. I liked you on 26th Nov. Then I loved you on 19th April. Today is 24th May. I decided to let go. I'm very tired. But I still love you <3 &Without you is how I dissapear,
_ _ _ _ _, _ _ _ _.

I went to school today to:

1) Take back my report slip!
2) Give 11 part As goodies.
3) Accompany Cindy for haircut.

Well. I got 8th for level position. &I passed all my subjects. BUT, my L1B4 is 22! Fuck oh fuck. ._.

Skipped my two periods of Dnt lesson which was: watching Alvin &the chipmunks! For Sinlee. (See this! You better be touched. :P) Played Euno &Taiti at 3A3.

Went to distribute the chocolate &sweet to those part As. I don't know why the chocolate melted. ): Gave Cindy, Joey, Brenna, Vanessa, Brenna again, Joyce and WeiZhuang one packet of sweet. Roar to Brenny.

Sinlee was Vegetarian today. Lol. *Keeping a secret* :P

Walked to point to meet up with Sinlee &Cindy after distributing goodies, which was around 11.30. They were playing stress, then we played cheat. Sinlee left around 12.40 ): So Cindy &I bussed to compass point. We realised that there were alot of gangsters on that bus.

Cindy went to cut her hair while I sat in the salon(?) waiting. After she was finished, I realised her hair was not even layered. -.- So I brought her back to the salon(?) &asked for her hair to be layered. Lol! When it was finished, it looked slightly better. Went around looking at necklaces &watches. Cindy says that she will buy a necklace if her maths textbook was out of stock. Well guess what? It wasn't. So I hate her textbook. Walked around &around before I decided to go to mall.

I tried to persuade force Cindy.:X Well, she went anyway. Ate at KFC &played taiti &cheat there. Thanks girl for accompanying me for 1 and a half hours in mall. I wanted to go to mall to wait for my sister to knock off, which was 7. Cindy &I played/slacked around. :D She left at 5.30. Supposingly was 5. Then it became 5.15, then 5.30!

So I walked her to the interchange and accompanied her to wait for her bus. It was only 5.55. -.- Spent an hour in the stupid library trying not to doze off. Bussed home with sister after her work.

I haven't seen you for 4 days already. Ok! Whatever. I don't like you anymore....

Did not went to school today. So I woke up around, 12++.

Saw some birthday wish messages.(:

Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes. Thanks to especially those who wished me a number of times.:D I feel so loved during this year's birthday, unlike last year's. What with surprises, &many presents. Hoho. :D

I don't think I will be going to school tomorrow. So, I will take my report slip &give my cute 11 part As their sweet/chocolate on Friday! They must be thinking that I am avoiding them &trying to break my promise because I have been absent for two days. But they shall see!

All I ever wanted was just a 'happy birthday' from YOU. But you did not even bother to msn or comment me on halo/friendster. I am just very upset lor!


Durian cake rocks.^^




Billy brown, a nickname I gave her. LOL.

>Okaaay. I have four more comments since yesterday. :) So I shall blog! Well, I sound so childish.

Anyway, today Amy did not attend school due to work. So I was alone, except during recess &maths lesson. ): Weizhuang brother gave me a small cookie monster hugging an octopus for my birthday. Hahas. Thank you.

Cindy's kidney got painful because she.. I don't know the reason. /: So I sang her kidney songs. Twinkle little star, the kidney song, teletubies. It got slighter better okay!

Training after school. I took part As together with Cindy. Oh my god, they were simply adorable! ShengLun is super cute! :P Sinlee says Joy is her baby, &Shenglun is my baby. Now, he don't dare to look at me already. ):

Around 15 minutes before the training ended, I allowed my part As to play ice &water! That was super cute too. ^^ They were running here and there like small kids. Aww. I taught them cheer today too. &I promised them sweeeeets tomorrow.

(Oh no. I totally forgot that I had to go to east coast park for CIP tomorrow . _l_)

Shall give them the sweets I promised on Thursday instead. Hope they don't think that I don't keep my promises.

Tomorrow is my birthday.
Do you care?
What if you say you don't?
/:

I hate this.

Why is no one commenting?

I shall be stubborn

&I will blog only when more comments come in

I want at least one comment per day):

"Blogging is for yourself &not for other's to see."

I DON'T CARE.

Bye.

Guess whatttttt? I killed

today! /:

After work dad discovered that his tyre was punctured. So, he replaced it with the spare one. &Guess what again? I could not even turn the screw of the tyres. Grr. D:



Went to fetch sis after going to dad's office to dump everything there. Then we went to balastiar to fix dad's tyre. Was searching frantically when dad finally stopped.

Stupid sister: Neh neh! (Points out of the window) That easy wheel!
Clever me: That is medical rehab equipments la!


Will you wish me a simple happy birthday?



It's always not special when it's not yours. But just say the magic words &I will change the world for you.

Messy post today. Not like me, I know. But whatever. I feel like blogging this way today. Byebye.

I was late to meet up with the girls today. :X Sinlee &Joyce was late too. We were supposed to meet at 7, but I woke up at 7 instead. Lol. Sinlee bought a mcGrindle and I bought happy meal. The manager was damn -.-"

Me:I want a happy meal.
Manager: Huh? (Gives shocked face)
Me: Happy meal.
Manager: Oh.. Oh.. Ok. What drink you want?
Me: Coke.
Manager: Huh?
Me: Coke.
Manager: Ok. Choose one toy.

Stupid! Ate our breakfast quickly &bussed to yio chu kang station. Then we walked all the way to HQ. I don't understand why they don't provide shutter bus. ): Training was gah. Homed at 12+, taking the same bus as the girls.

dear Rs, I suddenly realised that we belong in two different worlds. It struck me so badly. I mean you have your ___. I can Never be part of that. &On the other hand, I have my ___. You can Never be part of that too. Why............ I love you.

Hello people! Today, I did not attend school again. Walked to school around one plus, and sat in the canteen. I felt so alone although Gerald, Wayne &Chun Kiat was there. D: Stupid Weiguang took my phone &saw that picture. ._. Super embarrassed!

Sinlee &Joyce beckoned me up to the sewing room asking me to help to take those bags down. So I only took Cindy's. Lol! In the end I was pushed into a classroom while Sinlee &co took the bags to the canteen. Then Weizhuang told me I was top in class. O_o

Sinlee &Cindy came shortly. And the important 'briefing' started. We were told to close our eyes, and walk out of the classroom in a straight row. Xiangjing covered my eyes while Cindy led me. When my eyes were opened, I got a shock! There was a cake on the celebration wall table.

They said 'Happy Birthday' and I was given my present! A BIG cookie monster plush &a cookie monster bolster. I was really speechless. Then I told Sinlee I wanted to cry. &She told me to do so. So I lied on her shoulder. &Some tears came out lor. :x Oh ya. &Sinlee keeps slapping my cookie monster!D:

This celebration was for Chunkiat (18thMay) Me (21stMay) &Xiangjing (22ndMay). Omg. Glen gave me another small cookie monster after training. :))))

Psst, I passed my mutuals. But I was not of Sir Eugene's standard. ):

Thank you Sinlee for the big cookie mosnter plush!
&For planning this whole thing! That was super sweet!^^
Thank you Cindy, Joyce, Xiangjing, Shiying, Nicole for the cookie monster bolster!
Cindy says she's gonna get me another present. Sweet! :)
Thank you Ryan, Weizhuang, Guosheng, Glen, Javen, Alex, Juan for the polar cake!
Thank you Glen for the cookie monster!
I merely 'dropped' a hint &you actually bought me that! Aww.
&Thankyou PartC for the warmth you gave me. :')

Big big Love. :)

I got a cake. I got three presents. I got warmth. I passed my mutuals. I topped my class in mid year examinations. If this ain't called happy, what is ?



Walao! They poke Chunkiat, Xiangjing, &My face with the candles. D:



I don't bear to take both cookie monster bolster, and cookie monster plush out from the wrapping.


Glen's.
But somehow, this cookie monster reminds me of GuoSheng. I don't know why.

Hello people. Yesterday I watched Over her dead body with Daniel &Sis. Eric was grounded, &Esther fell asleep. :x After we purchased the tickets for 9.50Pm, we went around amk hub deciding what to eat. In the end we settled for Fish &Co. I forgot I hated fish. Bleh. The taste is so bland I can hardly taste anything.

So yea. I did not finish 1/2 of my fish &chip. I wondered why did I even order that in the first place? And the coke they served have NO gas at all. Roarrrr. Ate, then played Daniel's crazy taxi on psp. He keeps winning. But I will, next time. Lols.

The movie was.. I couldn't say superb. I'll rate it 2/5. After the movie sis &I bussed home while Daniel took another bus. Was super tired when I reached home.

Going back to school for footdrill test Mutual afterwards. &I have 0% of seeing rockstar. Hope I can take my scripts from the teachers later.



Walao. He is practically trying to act retardedddddd.


Before


&After.

PSSSSSSSST I HATE FISH.



(Edited.) 8:o7PM
My maths got 62/100. Fuck. &I can't believe my dad said 'Keep it up.' I failed my physics. 23/50. I feel so fucking stupid. Well, I hope I pass my chemistry &well enough, so that my combine science will not fail. *Cross fingers* ):

Lethargic. Hungry.
Dear rockstar, will I see you tomorrow?/:

Skipping school for today &tomorrow. I bet Sinlee misses me! :D I miss her too. And I miss Rockstar. S: It's alright, I'll be able to see them on Friday!

&can you believe it. From the time I woke up till now, I have not eaten. Well except for a cup of milo. But apart from that, my stomach is empty. Waiting for the movie to end later for my meal. Or not? Lol.

Movie with Evelyn, Daniel, Esther &Eric later,

Daniel says I can make the decision of what movie we are watching. Wahahaha.

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN A WEEKS' TIME!

I miss Rockstar now! *Eyes start to water* POUT.

Today I went to school. Ryan gave me the freestyle drill badge &the mug because he collected it and he helped me too. Thank you!!!!!!!! &I had this fashion design course for the whole day. I joined Sinlee, Joyce, Poy, &Shalreen's group. I swear I am not coming tomorrow. Then a school bus brought us to Arab Street to shop for materials for our dress.

It came to collect us at 12.30, back to school. Sinlee, Joyce, &I went into NCC room and we waited for Cindy. After Cindy &Nicole came, we locked the room and changed inside. Shiying and Xiangjing came shortly, after we finished changing. Then Shiying just changed without telling us. O_o

Some went to eat their lunch, while Sinlee &I remained in the room. Played bow &arrow.^^ Ryan was playing Psp. Around 2.30, we fall-ed in in the parade square. After the first parade, we headed for the computer lab. Part A &Bs occupied up all the seats before part C went to take them.

There was not enough seat so Cindy &I, Sinlee &Joyce shared. It was very uncomfortable, for the chair was spoilt? Mr Fong told us about his experience and stuffs. He said he would arrange for a night trekking to the cemeteries? Excited. Lol:D

At 4, we resumed our trainings. Part C girls &boys had our separate trainings. We trained our voice. Sinlee said I improve. Omfg I love her.^^ Well, Joyce, Cindy &I love to dance, &Cindy &I love to 'play' instrument. Games was after training. After game, we were dismissed.

Oh ya. By the way, I am terribly upset! My brother WeiZhuang &Glen, and Ryan, will not be around in school on my birthday! They would be going on a course. D: Boohoo.

At least I saw rockstar once today.

Arab Street:



In the NCC Room,



Which resulted in:


While the rest were just,


Hahas. So cute!




Trainings (partB):



I took the part As too, but I refuse to upload because they were fidgeting.D:

I did not attend school today because,

• I could not wake at will on Saturday &Sunday morning
• I was aching all over
• No mood

My mum came home early from work too, because she was sick. So being a nice daughter, I brought her to see the docter. Then we bussed to compass point. I bought sis a plushie, something, bedroom slippers, chocolate. Don't know why I feel so good when I spend money today.

Siao right? :P

Ok lar, I admit. I only bought the plushie and the something. The rest was purchased by my mummy.

Miss me people. I shall be back to school tomorrow for my fashion design course.

I'm terribly upset. You took the time to plan the special thing, yet i cant even make it.):

I'm confused. I really am. I want to thank you so much for being there for me when I needed someone. But you are really weird. Sometimes you treat me so nice, yet other time you are like a different person. You can say words that really hurt. Sometimes you mean those nasty things, yet sometimes you tell you that you are joking. How can I believe you anymore? What do you want me to do? &I thought I could count on you?

Hello people! Today I have muscle aches everywhere. And I still have work! But today I hit my target at work! Then my muscle ache suddenly disappeared! So the saying (made by myself of course) pain disappear due to joy is clinically proven positive! Because after work, I can still carry heavy stuffs, walk and SMILE! Wow, and I thought I had muscle aches.

Well but when the joy died down, I realised I was in pain. Now I can understand how old people feel when they bend down. Anyway, today I have a severe sore throat too. When I talk to customers, my voice zhao xia at times! :x And I consumed a total of two big gulp, shared by my dad of course! &I ate marsh potato, nerds, &no I did not smoke. That was dad's smelly cigarette.

Oh ya. HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY to MY REAL BLOOD MUMMY, SINLEE, &WEISHAN!
:D

Yesterday I went to vivo city, then to plaza singapura with Sinlee, Joyce, Shiying, Weizhuang, Ryan, Glen, &Alex for swensons. I had, three cups of coke. But when I reached home I fell asleep immediately. I wonder why the sugar rush don't react on me?

Today part C had NCC training. I fell out twice, because I had a headache and it came back again when I fell in. While I was falling out for the second time, sir said partC owe him pumping so they had to do it then.

I was thinking 'Wth? Then I watch them pump? Or turn away?' &Suddenly, this appeared in my mind 'JUST DO IT LAH!' So I fell in just for the pumping. ^^ Sinlee says I am team working, lol! Skip alllllll parts after training. );

In my house lift, I discovered that I lost my key. -.- I think it dropped out while I was doing crutches, cause I think I put it in my pocket. Zzz. So I sat outside my house door searching my whole entire bag, &all of my pockets but to no avail. Refusing to give up, I sat at the staircase and searched once more before bussing to find my mum for the key.

Then, I bussed to meet my sister for lunch &I bussed home. I am so tired. I am really very tired. &There is still work tomorrow. *Groans !*

I hate the way those people stared at me when I was in my ncc uniform. Screw you people, haven't you seen a girl in military uniform? I hate the way those people eye's would follow me, while narrowed with curiosity.

I feel like poking my eyeballs or something so that I would die, but on second thoughts, it would be a painful death. Ew.

I have two scratches on my phone today, &I lost my key &my favourite ear stud. Some day I'm having. Zzz.

Let me satisfy you with two pictures.

Today I had dnt paper. It was so fucking difficult, I simple struggled through the paper! >:( Rushed down to the canteen after the papers with Joey to grab a bite before heading upstairs again for our chinese oral.

It totally sucked. I could not pronouce most of the words. So I just quickly skipped here and there while the teacher was being distracted @my noisy class. -________- Walked out of the front gate with Sinlee &WeiZhuang brother after oral.

Well, rockstar was so cb today. *Frowns.

I'm simply wasting my time.

Pssst, I received the letter for me to go &make my IC after I turn 15! Yipee.

Today's physic paper was unexpectedly easy? &Like the chemistry paper, I completed the physics paper in 30minutes time &took 20minutes to shade the otas sheet. I'm really scared that I flunk my chemistry &physics paper./: Because how could it be so easy?

Anyway after completing my paper, I went to sleep. &The stupid teacher woke me up to give me the English oral schedule. Alright, so I went back to sleep.

When I next woke up, I was super embarrassed. The teacher was collecting the scripts &he stopped at my table cause I was sleeping. I mean like, couldn't he just take my script?! Grr. Anyway the whole class sounded pekchek lor. So embarrassed.

Tomorrow, will be the last paper. I don't know what to study for DNT, &I'm afraid of flunking it. /:

(Sorry people, no photos until 9May.)

Hello people! Today's chemistry paper was easy!:D I only took half an hour to complete the paper. Well, it was pretty scary. I realised the paper was easy &I was afraid that was because all my answers were wrong. /: Anyway tomorrow is Physics &I'm prepared to die.

Hello people! I went to work yesterday. It was a bore. -.- Okay, I shall upload photos later, because I have to sleep now &wake up at 3.45A.M. later to revise/memorise my geography for my exam later that morning.

Bye!

(Edited!)

Today's geography paper sucked. Okay. I can't believe this. I woke up at 4.20, studied meanders, oxford lake, and many more before falling asleep, &I still have a question mark while reading through the SA paper!

I thought I was dreaming, but the writings on my foolscap paper proves that I did wake up to revise. ): Bye high marks for geography.

Anyway, I went to hougang mall with Sinlee after exam. She kepts chattering about her darling. She is sucha asshole right! Lool. We went to eat half boiled egg for our breakfast. I also collected my library book.

Browed through shops but couldn't find the right present.):

I've finally changed my URL with the help of Eugene Lee! Okay, let me explain my Url. :D

dein-tremendousastru = the-superstar in three different language.:D

Okay thanks Eugeneeeeeeeeeee.

Working in another 13hours' time. ): &I still have not revised, or rather, studied geography for my exam on monday. Hope I can just copy someone beside me. :x Okay! I was joking. I swore not to copy this entire exam.

Happy Birthday Weekiat the xiaodidi!:DDDD

I have been trying to mug for geography today. Yet all I can think about is sleeping. ):

I took one hour to sort out all my photos in a folder meant to be printed &they will be on my room walls. (: What do you expect? I have 887 photos in my computor &I can only choose 50. Printing photos are expensive ok! /: Well, I shall post photos about them when I have finish printing &sticking.

Lols. Why can't Singapore snow for this once? I am melting.

Okay. Back to geography. /:

Btw: Happy birthday Linquan:)
After LinQuan's birthday will be Gregory's, and after Gregory's will be MINE!

I was tossing &turning in bed today morning around 2:15 when I suddenly heard this guy shout. 'Wei Shen Me?(Why.) Wei Shen Me Ni Yao Zhe Yang Zuo? (Why you want to do this?)' Then 'Piak piak piak' Girl: 'Wo Bu Zhi Dao.(I don't know)' *Cries* &It repeats alot of time. Why? I don't know. Why? I don't know. Why? I don't know. .... Lol. Finally got to sleep around three.

Anyway I think today's maths paper two was pretty easy? Lols. You guys will surely be like 'Aiya Marjorie bull shit one lar!' if I fail it. I find the paper easy, but I'm not sure if I did the questions correctly or something. /:

Yay. I got my working shirt today.

Superstar super love Rockstar. Rockstar super don't love Superstar.D:

Today I went to haji lane &Suntec with my sister &my daddy. I did not buy my spectacles, although I almost did. I'm sad! Lols. No, I do not have myopia. I have perfect eyesights.^^

Oh ya. Happy Labour Day people! I don't know how this day existed, but I'm glad it did. At least I had a break in-between papers. Well, mathematics paper two tomorrow. &I'll be working this Sunday. ):

Goodluckdearrockstar, withloves.



1year+ ago.
But Sinlee is right. Why bother missing it when the others don't care?
It's all gone. But don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.
I really don't know why I still can't let it go.