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Today Sinlee, Joyce, &Weiguang came to my house. Weiguang came supposingly to sleep but he was forced to cook maggie mee for all three of us. Thanks xiaodi. &Sinlee did the dishes.:D Thanks dajie.

Sinlee &Joyce was hyper today and I was kind of scared. O.O Rushed to hougang mall to buy our black shoes because that's the macdonalds uniform. That's how my thirteen dollars flew away.

Reached plaza singapura on time. We worked for four freaking hours at mac, only to find out that the manager intends to hire one of us nia. So obviously we rejected it. Got sixteen dollars for the four hours, &Mac says 'Byebye.'

I didn't want that job anyway. It was tiring. Four hours were hell to me already. Call me weak or whatever. &No, it isn't calling the grape sour when you can't reach it or something. x: After our dinner at KFC, sinlee smashed her ice cream on Weiguang's face. O.O

Trained to clark quay at around 9 with Joyce, Sinlee, &Weiguang. Weiguang &I were like 'pussy! bird!' -ing at the interchange. Then we go lost at the shopping mall. In the end we figured the way out. :DDDDD I love the scenery, but there weren't any stars. Joyce &Sinlee left at 10.): While Weiguang &I left at 10.20. I love Sinlee, Joyce &Weiguang.

PSSSSSS BRENNA I MISS YOU TRUCKLOADS.

Hello people! Today Sinlee &I went to report for work at Plaza sing Mac. Then, we went to town to find Joyce, Weiguang, &Khairil. Went to watch Mr Wookcock but it wasn't hilarious. To me? For Sinlee was laughing every now &then beside me. I thought a comedy could cheer me up but, no.

(Pierced my lips yesterday night. But it was gone tonight! >:( )

Trained home around late evening? Sinlee alighted at Kovan while Joyce, Weiguang &I alighted at hougang mall. Walked to Joyce's house, then Weiguang complained that he was hungry. So I accompanied him to point mac Kfc. Say I rock!




PS I smiled so unnaturally with my lip piercing. So pardon the photo above. x:

Today Sinlee, Joyce, Weiguang &I walked to compass point because the bus 156 is taking like, forever to come. Had our late breakfast at Mac, &some indian girl provoked Joyce. Because indian girl 1 whispered to indian girl 2, &indian girl 2 (which was infront of Joyce) turned behind and gave Joyce that kind of look. I suspected this :

Indian girl 1: Eh! I think that girl behind you is fairer than you.
Indian girl 2: (Turns back and thinks) Walao, really leh. Fuck her lah. So fair for what! *&#^$%

(No offence, seriously. This was only to 'poke' at that two indian girls.)

Hahahas. I'm just trying to entertain myself alright. Anyway after we ate, Sinlee &I went around compass point trying to find jobs. But to no avail. So we trained to dhoby ghaut and....... Yeah. Sinlee &I found jobs.

We ate at kopitiam while waiting for Kahming to train here. An aunty from china said that weiguang was cuteeee. LMAO! Waited for Kahming &Weiguang to take their uniforms before going home. I alighted at Kovan with Sinlee. x: I was bored when I reached home so I called Joyce &went to her house. Weiguang and Kahming was there. (Which I believe still are.)

I'm looking forward to tomorrow.

Sorry. I'm weird. I find that I am weird myself. I can't predict me. Pretty please, don't be angry with me.





Random.:D

Yesterday I met up with Weiguang &Kahming supposingly submit my consent form to Mrlim &then to accompany Kahming for injection. Then Weiguang said that Kahming had to submit the form at plaza sing pizza hut, so we went. O.O

Yesterday Brenna, Claria, Edna, Vanessa, Sabrina &I took photos. Sabrina I will miss you. &Sorry Brenna to have pangsehed you. ):

Joey, Joyce, Sinlee &I went to beach road to school hours to get our badges. We then rushed back to school for our NCC briefing. Saw our results as well. I don't want 3A4! 2E4 to 3A4?

Argh. I almost cried after seeing the board. &Weiguang kept calling me not to cry. Went home, changed, took money, &walked to joyce's house to meet the rest. We walked to HM, &trained to vivo. Had a great time there, but at the same time my conscience was weighing down. Had our dinner @7 at Long John.

Trained back to HM @around 7.3o-8 ? Dad, sis &Mum was calling me every now and then but I daren't pick up. /: &A women scolded Sinlee 'stoooop it!' blahblah. Weiguang was supposed to ride me home but then my dad came &picked me up.


(Iloveyou)


Weiguang killing his baby. -.-


(:


Look at the glass, not the people.

ifihadonewish, youwouldbemyboo.

Hello bloggy! Today we had speech day rehearsal again. Some of the the partB cadets went off for oriteering at 11, so we had a run-through without them. It looks weird with spaces inbetween here &there.

Mr Lim told the first row to be prepared to answer questions if the VIP asks any &someone said, 'What if she ask what brand of underwear we wearing?' So lmao. &then Guosheng asked, 'What if she call me to go to her house at night?' So I told him to faint if she asked that, but highly impossible. O.o

After training Weiguang &I went to point to buy penknife and then we went back to school to wait for Joey &Donovan. I was playing with my penknife then suddenly Weekiat came &said 'Small kid, don't play with penknife' O.o When did I became a small kid?

So I called him xiaodidi and he called me xiaomeimei. LOL. He's five(K1) &I'm four(Nursery). -.- He told me to go home drink milk but, nursery already still drink milk? He is so cute lah!

Joey, Donovan, Weiguang, Kahming &I went to compass point after they updated the notice board. Then at the staircase, a miracle happened. We talked. Lol! &I really doubted that day would come. But hey, it did. Joey left with her boyf &the four of us was wandering here and there.


(JoeyKahmingWeiguangDonovan)

What happened now? Why do you give me the cold treatment? Argh I should have known not to expect anything out from our friendship. You're on &off. I admit I was dissapointed, but I will cry no more. Ok, like who will admit they hate you or are angry with you?

Today Sinlee, Joyce, Joey, Cindy, Xiangjing, &I went to beach road supposingly to get our badges but we decided to get them on Thursday instead. So we walked to bugis &Sinlee &Joey bought each other birthday presents including Sihui's.

We then trainined to plaza sing to buy milk tea from daiso ? O.O &After walking aimlessly around, we headed back home. But Sinlee, Cindy &Xiangjing came to my house. We ate cup noodles. They audied &left at about 6.45.

Bestfriend3, you said that your stress was very serious. But please promise me not to cut anymore! &If you really want to cut, I will accompany you. This is what bestfriends are for.

Nic, hope you get well soon. &Brenna sorry! I'm not selfish lah. I just don't like sharing. But I love you!^^

I can't believe it. Is this how you guys treat him? You of all people. Still I want you to cheerup. &..Do you hate me?

After point, I went home &the tears just started flowing. I'm sorry, I
promised myself not to shed a tear for you anymore. I know you like her. It's obvious. I'm really very confused deep within. All I know is I need a shoulder for
crying. Don't you find me useless ?

I'm too bored, that I'm back playing neopets after 12345 years. ): &I really don't want to drop to acad....

(Sometimes I sit, staring out the window. Watching the world pass me by.)

I've been stuck off her list. I wonder how many other will strike me off theirs as well. It's alright, I don't deserve to be loved if that's the case.

Anyway, here are the photos for 15/10 (Sinlee's birthday.) I will not forget this day, &all the fun that we've had.

Hello people I have dropped to acad. Well, I learnt a lesson which is to never never trust any teachers. Fuck you, NaomiONG &MianbaoLIM.

Thank you Eugene for helping me appeal. Sinlee, monday we will go appeal. We shall appeal till the very end! Apple Chong, fuck you for giving me so much demerits, thus pulling my conduct grade down.

Right now I'm waiting for Sinlee's briefing to end so that I can meet her.

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Sinlee came my house after her briefing &she audied. Then we bussed to Hougang mall &Venus came. Bought Sinlee her bag anyway. :D (Although she forked out $5 herself x: ) We went to eat KFC, and afterthat we went job hunting. We shall return on Monday, as told.

Sudden reckless feeling to drop out of goh.
(I rock, Sinlee pebble.)

plscheerup):since i chose to like you, i must know that i cannot expect anything out from us.

Reading all of those made me feel really guilty. Please don't fall out with each other, or don't let your relationship sour. It's all my fault. It's me, &mine alone.

Brenna cheerup.
Sinlee cheerup.
Sihui cheerup.
Weiguang cheerup.
Joyce cheerup.
Benny cheerup.

I have a chance to get into DNT. A tiny chance, though. It's too late for regrets anyway. No used crying over spilled milk.

Big big thanks to Brenna, Venus &Sihui who helped. Loves.

deeper &deeper.

What the call you don't cut, now she follow you already. Just now see already felt like crying can. So damn heartpain. Bestfriends, somemore.

(Aiya partA &partC together partB extra le lahs. No I don't know what's my problem.)

Fuck, fuck everything. Fuck the world. Fuck the teachers. Fuck the school. Fuck the school computor. Fuck mr chin. Fuck fuck fuck. _l_

What is the meaning of GOH ? What is the purpose of GOH when we don't get to wear number one uniform ? If we wear number four uniform too, what differences do we have with NCC supporting contigent ? Why don't we just be called NCC supporting contigent2 then ? Mr chin, WE WANT TO WEAR NUMBER ONE LAH!

Marjorie is fucking stupid because she failed her overall &she got the lowest mark for DNT in her class so it means bye bye to her dnt subject for next year. She is still on the verge of dropping to the normal acad. ):

bestfriend no.2, you must cheerup. Don't give me fake fronts. If you're sad, just cry it out alright? It's painful keeping everything inside. Weiguang, please don't cut yourself. I really don't want to see any cuts on your hands.

I'm a very lousy, stupid &useless bestfriend which the two of them are better off without. I cannot cheer them up when they are down.

Today had speech day rehearsals. Part Bs &Cs are G.O.H ! Yayyyyy. I don't know why, but I'm just hyper about it. We have been knocked down for many times due to vulgarities &figetting. -.- Had to rush to put on our beret. (6sec) Lols, it was fun in a kind of way. When it rained, Sir Aliff took us under shelter to train for our rifle drills. That was my favourite part of this day.
Cause there wasn't any stinky hongy part As around. (excluding jiaen,julia,huiqi)
I love that part was because, only then did I felt our team spirit. Pump together. Lol, I don't know how to explain. :D
i really dislike part As! (excluding julia,jiaen,huiqi)
During break time, Sinlee &I was talking about 'I love you, nonono, you love me right ?' topic. LOL. Suddenly Edwin was like 'I love you.' O.O Sinlee then panicked &said 'No, she's mine!' Hahahas. But Edwin, I love you too! You rock. :D Sinlee don't worry, I love you alot! You rock too. :D

After trainings we went to take our bags from the NC room &there was a cockroach in it. Eww. It was somehow kicked out of the room &Donovan stepped on in &Qihao kicked it. All accidental. Then Sinlee, Joyce, Joey, Cindy, Xiangjing &I went to point mac. (Donovan is a murderer.)

NGBRENNA, things will get better. Don't worry too much. I will always be here for you when you need me.
NGSINLEE, will you pls cheer up, you are making me worried with yours HAHA-ing when you are down.

I'm scared. Somehow it's too much for me to handle.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINLEE THE STUPID GIRL AKA MY MAPA !

Brenna couldn't come today. ): &Today, I was earlier than Sinlee ! (Is this a miracle?) Sihui was the latest again ! We went to Vivocity &I bought Sinlee a chocolate. She has to keep it under her pillow &is only allowed one nibble per year.

Hehehe, Joyce &christmas treeeeee. x: (Joyce please don't kill me when you see this.) Toy'R'us was fun. SFC. :D

Brenna my Bestie : Cheerup cause I love you. :)

What the fuck I only asked &you gave me attitude ? I don't even know the whole story. Not even a tiny winy bit ?! Don't message, don't message lohs. I don't give a damn. -.-

Monday.
Had Maths paper two &home econs. Maths paper two was better than paper one. So much better. Home econs was, hell at first ? When MdmTan came into our classroom I wanted to shout &scream at her for setting such a difficult paper. But, Nicole &Qiuyi 'helped' me so it wasn't that difficult afterall.

Brenna &I bussed to j8 after our papers to meet the guys at bishan library. Then we went to the basement (the kids corner) &Nicholas and Daryl came too, afterwards. Cabbed home with Brenna at about two.

Tuesday.
Had Science paper. Afterthat I took 43 with Esther &Amy all the way to tanjong katong. Had headache on the bus. ): We waited for the sports shop to open &Esther went to buy her key chain, adidas bag thing &her 5KG each weights. Hahahas. Amy bought waterbottle for Brenna &I. Bought our donuts &we bussed to this food court and shared a bowl of fish soup, with rice each.

Bussed back to AMKhub and this stupid Indian woman scolded us. She forced us donate $2 each but we didn't. Thus the scoldings. Go home &fuck your father. Delivered donuts to Anqi's house &Baby's. Then we rented Men In White &watched at Esther's house.

Wednesday.
Went to compass with Brenna, Nicholas &Archer. Brenna &I 'played' compass catching with them. Lols. At the library, the manager told me I couldn't bring in milk teas but I didn't cared. So he called me to the counter &asked for my EZlink card. Lucky for me I did not bring. Then he dialled 999. -.- Lame piece of crap.

BUT, he said he gave a another chance. Lame or lame ? Walked to the bus stop with Brenna, Isra &Nicholas in the rain.

Thursday.
Went to Pasir Ris park with Sinlee, Sihui &Yanqi. We cycled till we peng ! Cause we competed &cycled for our lifes. LOL. Ate nasi lemak there. I simply love this day alot. We also played in the sea. LOVES.

(Words cannot express this day.)

Friday.
Went to Wenda condo's gym with bestie Brenna. I didn't know the bus stop to alight &ended up two stops away. I could see J8, so I panicked. Lols ! In the end I bussed back two bus stop &met Brenna there. After our gym was sauna. Hahas. Brenna cabbed home and dropped me on the way. Thanks girl. :D

Brenna rocks. LOLLLLLL. :D

HELLO PEOPLE ! I just want to say sorry for not blogging for 4days. Posts about these four days(which includes today) will be posted @Tuesday with photos, I PROMISE ! Sorry &meanwhile, happy early holidays. (I'm in the holiday mood already.)

To SIHUI &SINLEE: Sorry sorry ! Tuesday you come &take the photo ? I can't upload it to the comp now. x:

Today<33

toyou-I can feel me &you driting abit apart. Hope that I'm just too sensitive. :)
toyou- No I don't like you anymore, I just miss the old days as FRIENDS.
toyou- I think ..... ? Oh no.
toyou- Heheheh i love you alots.
toyou- Ah im not too happy about that though, but it's alright.

No questions about this post please ! Okay, I admit I was too bored today. But all this direct to five different person, two males &three females. :D

Tmr is maths paper one &home econs. And yes, I'm panicking.

Was browsing through my computor files when I found this :

NGsinlee, do you remember this day ? Do you remember you wanted to treat me 'da can' ? Do you remember pizza hut ? Do you remember the hello kitty lollipop ? Do you remember that we poured drinks we bought from the cocoa factory at a shop outside it ?

__________, do you remember this day as well ? Do you remember the fountain ? Do you remember how Sinlee &I dua-ed the two guys for you ? Do you remember how we chose you over them ? Do you guys know how much I want this day back ?

New hobby: REMINISING.

Your love is like one last cigarette, I will savour it. Take it in
&hold your breath. Hope it never ends but when it's gone, it's gone.

Today had LITERATURE. It was, easy ? /: I still had the time to draw on my question paper. Cool right ? Lols. x: After literature Brenna &I went to compass point. She makes me piss can. She is stupid ! (:

Went to Brenna's house to take money &we slacked there &I ate Brenna's tidbits. :D Then we walked to compass point &bought bubbletea. The aunty gave us so much pearls. Want us die from cancer ? x: Brenna bought fries, &we went home. Hehehs.

*Rolls Eye.

ps: sinlee gets high easily &sihui loves to imitate.

"if I throw you into the pool, you must swim back to me,..."

Isn't that the purpose of you when we weren't friends anymore ? Me = Friendless. Badmouth me first ? I KNOW IT. Don't act you dont know. Yesterday, whatever I said was to make things okay but yea I know the truth ! I didn't pursue, but you stepped to my head ? &FYI, we do love them. We didn't snatch your friends, we just love your friends. ANY WRONG ? &All your 'friends' youre with right now, tell me, which one of them have you not badmouthed before? I pity you, I guessed you never really understand the word love. Don't forgive me, I don't care.(: &This message, I put it big &bold for everyone to see ! Don't write that message until like asif We were in the wrong alright ? People, if you see this message &think I'm in the wrong, I really don't care anymore.
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\Note. I only went to the library because Edna threatens to break off with me if I didn't. Mean girlfriend. x:

AMK Library with Edna, Claria, Benjamin, Nicholas, Linquan, Daryl, Subash, Jody &Archer after paper. :D Brenna, Vanessa &Sabrina couldn't make it. ): Mothertongue paper one &two down ! Tomorrow, Maths paper one. Good luck to dear friends. (:

ENG paper one &two & GEOG down ! MATHS paper one &two &SCIENCE &CHINESE paper one &two &LIT &HOMEECONS &ART to go. Everyone buck up. This isn't the time to slacken. :D Point after every paper with Brenna. I love you girl !

seeingyoubeforemypapergivesmealittlemoreconfident,no?

Today I promised Brenna not to sleep but she agreed to let me sleep during lit time for she says that it sucks ! :D After school Brenna, Claria, Vanessa &I stayed back for geography remedial. Unbelivable huh ? Believe it. Hah.

Went to Compass point library with Brenna, Vanessa, Claria, Nicholas, Jody, Benjamin, Linquan &Lionel to study after remedial. Yeah, Benjamin &Linquan studied. But Nicholas &Jody just sat there staring ? O.o &Lionel was playing with his phone. Lol. &The four of us ? Don't need to say ? :D

I left with Brenna at 4.2o++ &the rest went to Mac(I think). Luck for tomorrow's paper, my dear friends. I love BrennaBESTFRIEND, VanessaBESTFRIEND, ClariaSUGAR, EdnaGIRLFRIEND, SabrinaSTEAD, SinleeNEWSTEAD &moreeeeeee ! :D

TOEUGENELEE: CHEERUP &DO WELL FOR YOUR OS. Good luck to all my NCC sec four &five seniors as well. (Bias, hohoho. x:)

I never, will be good enough- for you.
So what do you want me to do boy ?