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No, I don't feel like blogging. I so don't feel like blogging. I shall be MIA from my blog, but it'll be for a short time only. Maybe one to two days. :D Happy school holidays to all readers ! &Lastly, happy teacher days to all teachers !
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Wednesday, August 29, 2007 @10:47 PM
And not to mention, tears were shed.
I wished you talked to me. I wished you looked at me. I wished you missed me. I wished you cared. I wished we could still talk about everything &anything under the sun. I wished you were right beside me. Freak, why am I still thinking ? Oh snap out of it.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 @8:37 PM
Do you still think of me ?
Today it rained again. &As usual we played with the water. OMFG, I simply love lilmiss tons. X) Everything was back to normal. I love it. ^^ Pls god, let it stay this way.
After school Sinlee &I went to my house to change. We held hands, ran in the rain &splashed puddles. It was funnnnnnnn. I gave her two water baby. :D PartB's attendence : 5/27. Pathetic ? Even I think so. ):
Oh when Bravo, oh when Bravo, oh when Bravo goes marching in. Oh I want to be in that number, oh when Bravo goes marching in. PartB + Edwin Sergeant rocks.
Look, I don't even know what's the problem alright. Right now you're just a Voice to me. No matter what I can't seem to look at you. I only can hear you. I guess I'm just a piece of shit to you. Get this straight, I will forget you. Time'll heal all wounds but I ain't sure how long.
(Venus flicked her hand infront of the camera but it didn't ruin the photo ! :D Ho-ho !)
MONDAY, JURONG. I CAN'T WAIT.
Monday, August 27, 2007 @11:27 PM
Define fair then !
Today skipped assembly with Sihui, Sinlee, Venus &Yanqi. Heard that VP says that those who skipped needs to go to his office tomorrow. True, or not ?
Anyway I'm going to NC tomorrow. I have not touched my uniform for a uber long time. x: So you guys are my true friends. I can see. HOHO. :D
Should I say serve you right or should I console you ? Well, perheps this is called Karma. You asked for it didn't you.
Don't ask questions, it's rude.
Sunday, August 26, 2007 @12:25 AM
There's no kindness in your eyes.
NCC today. Met Sinlee, Sihui &Nicole for breakfast. Ate Happy Meal. Had a free pony toy. Did P.T. Ran two rounds around the school. Had break. Supposingly had water bombs after break. Did another set of P.T &two more rounds around the school.
My group won the water bomb which I honestly claim no credit. Edwin head shot me with his water bomb. He actually wanted to aim a part A guy infront of me, but he dodged so... Roar. Dog &Bone after water bomb.
Physically worn out from training.
I owe Eugene Lee a 1.5L of coke. Happy ? :X
Friday, August 24, 2007 @11:12 PM
Fuck what I've said it don't mean shit now.
SAD
This world would be such a nicer place without my existence. No friends would get tired of being stuck inbetween by quarrels. &Quarrels were always started by me. It's always my fault. Friends get tired of bring stuck inbetween would blame us for quarreling. What do they know about how we feel ?
Everytime when we quarreled, others would claim that you are stressed. Let it be, vent your anger on me. When I screamed back that I've my own problems, you scolded for not sharing. So, what would your reaction be if I shared ? Love problem : So young jiu like someone ? Study lah ! Friendship problem : You go school is see friends or study ? So tell me would there be any difference if I shared ?
Why does the problems all come together ? My life is either very good or very miserable. It either no problems, or alot of problems. Problems in every single way you would think of. I've cried for all three matters. It suck alot. But I think the friendship problem is solved. I hope it wouldn't repeat. /:
The more I see you, the more I cry. Yes it hurt, to know you'll never be there. &It sucks to see your face everywhere.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @11:19 PM
So beautiful unmercifully took me down.
"Marjorie, he is not fit for you." I guess Bestfriend was right. Thanks anyway for telling me all those. I will forget, but I can never forgive. The girl, I'll forgive. But that bastard ? No way. Ya da ya da ya da. You can forget about talking to me again. As for that girl, I shall dote on her. Sihui says I'm siao. ^^
Oh ya &as for the thing you wanted to give me, you can either give it to her or keep it for yourself. Seeing as you've no courage to give me too. I'll no longer treasure things coming from you. Goodbye pooh &barney.
Today did not attend school as I wasn't feeling well &I didn't feel like it. Sheila, Esther &Amy came to visit me after school. Wheets ~ Then Esther left for her video editing. So act guai. =.-
Ever gotten burned by a bad relationship? Well, who hasn't? You gave them your heart, and they gave you a pen — hey, it happens. But a broken heart isn't the real problem here — you just haven't let it go yet.
You're a lover, not a fighter, after all. But your sentimental and stubborn ways can make you hold on to things, even when they're not good for you. Isn't it time you learned from the past and used that to make your relationship work? A passionate soul like you deserves the best, so get out there and find it!
Life's short. Make merry while you can.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 @7:08 PM
Because to you it's just a game.
Today school was normal. Except that we rechristianed Nicholas to Nicole. Nice name ehs ? Thank us ! Anyway Sheila, Sihui, Venus, Brenna &I went for the geography after school. Oh my, five guai kias. Wheets.
Went to hougang mall with Sheila, Sihui &Venus after geography. Collected my library book &we went to eat. Saw a table of cuteeeeeee guys. OOPS. x: Went to playground after eating. Shifted to another playground afterwards. X) We rocks the whole world upside down !
I'm sorry, I'm getting mood swings these few weeks. Poor Sheila've to endure. Sorry girl if I've made you dulan because I know sometimes you are. I'm trying to let go of him now, &it's really tough. :)
Boy, you forgot about the promises you made me. &Now we'll let the memories just fade away. But I'll remember what you used to say. It's too late to turn back &I swear I won't. 好马不吃回头草.
Monday, August 20, 2007 @8:47 PM
I hate you now.
Love love love ? Love your mother man ! I finally realised what LOVE meant. I love Sheila, I love Sinlee, I love Sihui, I love Brenna, I love Joyce, I love Venus, I love Yanqi but you, I hate.
Love me forever ? Love me always ? What's all those shit when you didn't even meant them when you typed it out &sent it to me. Do you say them to all the girls ? I can't believe I was that naive to believe you. Everytime I see you in school, you're almost always with girls.
Boy, don't talk shit when you don't mean them. I'm going to make you bend &break. You're so going to die hard. You think love is just a game ? You think it's that easy, after your so called 'loving' &all those sweet talk you can just walk away ? Fuck do you have any idea how I spent those five months when you just left without a word ? It was miserable, worse than hell. I still thought you would come back.
We xialan ? Come on &use your brain to think. Who made us xialan ? Who ? Why ? What ? I'm sure you ain't that stupid are you ? You always use authority. &You're bias ! Do you or do you not admit ?
LOVE TURNS INTO HATE.
&I guessed I read too between the lines.
@8:00 PM
Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great.
Today had a super fun time after school ! Went to playground after eating. Halfway, a bunch of primary school kids came. Sihui told me a fat pig there kept staring at us. So while he was talking, I shouted 'Shut up lahs.' &he diamed. I heard him asking his friend 'Did I do anything wrong ? What did I do to them ?' in those scared tone. I wanted to laugh out loud. x:
He was talking to his friends, saying 'wo mama zai jia zuo gong (my mother's working at home)' &I said 'Ni mama si le.' And you know, he said thank you. -.- I think I was really a bully then. I don't know what got into me. ): But Sinlee scolded him more hiong than me !
A white guy on bike wants me to be his gan jie. *Shivers. &Turkia wanted Sheila to be his gan jie. Lol, after we scolded him until ... he still wanted Sheila to be his gan jie. :O Poor Calvin. He kept asking Sheila &I if we would allow the white guy &turkia to be our gan di. Then we walked back to kovan to take bus. &Guess what. Turkia on bike &white guy on bike followed. Eee. Calvin was walking to same route. :)
Turkia kept 'Qing se hair band der jiejie, ke yi zuo wo de gan jie mah?' Then Sheila ignored him. LOL ! The white guy don't even dare to ask me to be his gan jie. He have to ask through Calvin. -.- Well, going to skip NCC tmr to meet them again. CALVIN ! :D
Awws Sinlee held my hand just now. :) Bussed home with Sheila, Sihui &Joyce afterthats. *Smiles !
we are one, are we not ?
Saturday, August 18, 2007 @5:46 PM
Let you go.
Today had dragon boat training &NCC training. Turns out that I did not attend both. I was sleeping peacefully at home. x: Brenna couldn't go for dragon boat so I didn't go as well. Felt a little guilty not attending both. At least I should have attended one training.
Well, my library book that I've reserved is waiting for me at hougang mall. :D Don't be surprised that I read. I'm a oh-so-guai-kia girl. Okay, I can hear somebody clearing their throat. Anyway, Venus is in malaysia today buying our stuffs for us. Yay for her. ^^
I hate audition because they changed the channels to free &experts only. &All the frees are full, so I had a hard time getting in. Roar. Alright I'm done blogging, byes !
Baby, I've forgotten about love.
Friday, August 17, 2007 @10:47 PM
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry.
Today I brought the bingo &my sword to school. Sheila helped me to take the sword. Hohos, thanks. ^^ Mdm radza came late so we played bingo for a while. After science we went for home econs. We had to make a handphone pouch. Fun ! Sheila &I fought. She used the hammer while I used my sword. Wakakas.
Recess Sheila, Sinlee, Sihui, Venus, Yanqi &I went down to canteen and bought food up to the classroom. Sihui &I 'fought' with our swords. There is still sound effects ok ! :D Then Sinlee &I fought. We had special effects as we could 'fly'. Wahaha.
We tackled stupid gerald with our swords. He spoilt Sihui's sword ! So fuck right ? Scolded him again. Lol. I kept '... lah ! .... lah ! ' &He acted as if he was brainy &asked me to stop using singlish. So I replied you think you very smart is it ? He had the nerve to say a yes. Ew.
Want to compare our english anot ? If I really used effort in my exam, I think you don't know go where already. All of our english mark confirm can beat you. Dare compare eoy ? Back to us, we played bingo in naomi class &she attituded us. -.- She called us to keep and she banged on the table. Rahs.
After school went to Green with Sinlee, Sihui, Venus &Yanqi. Sheila had band again. ): Ate at the same place again. Lols. Sinlee bought bubble tea after eating &left. ): Then it started raining. We went to playground to play the slides. Sihui's first time. Whoots. Saw Zhehao &gang in their home clothes going lan.
Went to shop &save to play the trolleys. I sat inside, &Sihui pushed me. She abandoned me three times but she still came back for me afterthat. Hehs. Venus bought drinks for us. :D Then we went home. I took the same bus as Sihui. I love them so much that I think I can forget about him. ^^
It's really meaningless to hold on knowing that nothing will come out of it. It's time for me to wake up. Someday, someone better will come along. Trust yourself.
Thursday, August 16, 2007 @10:48 PM
Smile like you mean it.
Today we brought toy pistol to school. x) Skipped first period of home econs to play the fishing. Then after home econs was CME. Sinlee accidentally shot the teacher. She was like 'Do you know I can call the police ? Blah blah abuse civil servent.' Lol. Then Sinlee lost her bullet so she ask 'Eh teacher you take my bullet uh ?' &her first reaction was touching her back. The scene was funny can.
After recess Sheila went for her band course. ):
Gerald metayez or whatever his name was sucks ! He drew Yanqi's hammer. Wth ? How could he bully my cat. So I went to scold him. I told him he have to buy a new one for her. Then he was like 'Ya..Ya..' I shouted back DONT ACT CUTE LAHS.
Went to green after school with Sinlee, Sihui &Venus to eat. But I was broke today so I only drank. Afterthat went to pasar malum again. -.- LOL. Sinlee won bingo. Four of us won a sword each. Now, I don't know how to bring it to school tmr. So... -.-
Happy sixth months, my dear friends. A pity we never spend them five months together. But I'm still holding onto the hopes of reuniting. Stupid I know.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007 @11:22 PM
Let the raindrops wash away your pain.
Today had the video editing course so we didn't go AMK hub. ): After school Sheila went home to change while I stayed at the void deck. Afterthat went to green to meet Sinlee, Sihui, Venus &Yanqi. They have not reached so we went to walk around first.
We ate at the i don't know the name shop. T.T Venus was a regular customer. Hahas. Sinlee &Sihui went back to school for the video editing while Sheila, Venus, Yanqi &I stayed. Sheila couldn't enter school with her home clothes anyway. So we bought bubbles and went to the playground to play. The wind was blowing hard. We let the wind do the blowing of the bubbles. The scene was nice ! :) Then it started raining. That's when we four got mad. We ran around, &slide down. It was nice because it was raining. ^^ Soon we were all drenced.
Sheila &Yanqi went to bought bubble tea for us when the rain stopped. Then Sinlee &Sihui came back. They were both holding toy guns &air hammer. O.o Went to the pasar malum near green to play the hook game again. Sinlee &I traded our prizes for two guns. Lol. Then she won four elmo, two medium two small for Sihui, Venus, She &Yanqi. Sheila &I don't have. )X She won a set of gun for me. Got grenade. LOL ! -.-
I love you, you love me. We are one big family. With a great big hug &a kiss from me to you, won't you say you love me too ? ):
Sinlee's gun. Heh.^^
Tuesday, August 14, 2007 @7:42 PM
you said noone was there for you, but were you sure ?
Ran 2.4 for nadfa today. So damn tired after running three rounds around the school. I get irritated when I'm hot. >x(
After school, Sinlee, Cindy, Xiangjie, Joyce &I went to j8 after putting NCC stuffs at my house. Sinlee &Joyce bought crispy chicken while Cindy bought curry puff. Then, Sinlee &I bought mini-melts. I treated her two bucks. :D Lalalas~ Then we bussed back to hougang point. Sinlee played the pasar malum hook thing. She won a toy gun set with three bullet. O.o But it couldn't stick. &She lost one in a drain. Joyce had to go home already. ):
Cindy &Xiangjing ate their lunch at mac while Sinlee &I kept goping. :D We keep taking Cindy's fries &told her that it is bad for her health so we helped her to eat. &I learnt to eat chilli too. Hehs. Went back to the pasar malum before going home. Sinlee played the hook thing again. She won a hammer this time. Those plastic hammer which needed to blow air into it. Fun. ^^ Bought ice lollies too.
Walked the same path together, &I parted with them at the small road. Today was fun ! But I can't wait for tomorrow. :)
Where's your presence when I'm missing you ? Where was you when I needed you most. I remembered I onced ask you would there be a day when you wouldn't care about me &you replied no. You once told me you loved me, yet they were only words. Or were they ? You didn't prove your words. Dissapointed. x(
Monday, August 13, 2007 @7:08 PM
from deep within, i felt you.
Today we had chinese oral. It was so last minute.. or so ? Well, anyway I had absolutely no idea. x: Went to 3T1 to wait for our turn for the oral. After we were done, we went to the swing to wait for the rest. Oral was difficult. Rah.
Went to green after oral with Sinlee, Sihui, Yanqi, Venus, Qiuyi &Qiudi. But no Sheila as she has band. ): We cabbed there from school as we were lazy to walk in the hot sun. Played a game outside a shop near shop &save. Won tokens which could be traded for some prizes. Lols. We went to sit on those little kiddy rides too. Those twenty cent rides. Went home afterthat. I walked home as my EZlink had no money, &all my money was spent on that game. O.o
Went home awhile, then went to kovan with my sis. Trained to dhoby ghaut from there. (Memories flooded) Sis bought her acrylic paint &we went window shopping for awhile. Then, we were supposed to train home afterwards. But she decided to go to suntec to look at wallpapers. (More memories flooded. Boo!) &She didn't bought any. -.-
Window shopped awhile too, &finally we went home. Crammed into the train at city hall red line. Then sis saw her friend outside, he had no space to enter. Lol ! Trained to AMK, then bussed home. Tired out from today.
Erhem what erhem ? This doesn't concern you right. If you have sore throat PLS eat strepsils. Sucker. You are making us drift further because of your erhem. Even though I don't know you, &I have already forgotten your face, I hate you.